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good morning it is Wednesday
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morning uh we're like 24 hours away from
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my new life like wow it's raining today
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uh it's going to rain tomorrow I don't
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mind the rain I love the rain even if
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I'm driving in it I'm I feel like you
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know I'm ready for this I am ready so
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Bailey slept in here with me last night
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I stayed in the house with my mom it was
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her last night with the cats and she's
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very partial to Oliver she'll never
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admit it but she
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is so poor Oliver got stuck in there
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with her she's been sick for like a
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week so I'm kind of trying to not get
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sick
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myself and yeah
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so just getting ready you know um my
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last day here going to get everything
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off the floors and the tables and bring
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in the
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slide get everything into the storeage
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spas that I haven't yet take the RV off
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of the um the leveling
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blocks whatever I got to do with my Jeep
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just I'm getting prepared today and then
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tomorrow I get up and my new Life Starts
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it will be my birthday I will be 47
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years old and I will be starting a new
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life wow I can't wait to share my next
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update with you guys cuz I will be on a
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campground starting my New
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Life what's happening
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guys packing up the
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solar getting my Jeep ready I love this
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thing hi
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Brian this is a damn good
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day damn good
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D so I kind of got to put that down cuz
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I don't know well guess we can find out
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definitely prefer it like this I just
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wasn't sure my panels wouldn't fit but I
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think they will
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it's FL that get it not the best view I
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ain't noal professional photographer
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here my battery comes today I'm going to
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go pick that up I have one more thing
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that's going in here and that is my
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recliner I sit in
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outside can't go anywhere
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else don't really want to put anything
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on my panels wonder if I should just set
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them up we're just going to sit them
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down and and I don't think that thing's
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tooo heavy it shouldn't matter and it's
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pretty light it's just kind of
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bulky what the best way to grab this
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thing don't
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know it really is cumers
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so was not a good way to grab it that
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looks like a stealth band don't
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it it's becoming a
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thing pretty sure it latches to
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that
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yeah it does I mean I don't know not my
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best job here you
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know feel like it's secured back here I
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can't really show you through the
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window we will figure this stuff
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out yes we
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will hey everybody I'm leaving my
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parents house I have my second solar
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battery
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here um
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figured that I just got my GoPro hooked
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up um it's both in my camp or you know
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mounted it's mounted in my camper and in
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my Jeep so I can use it wherever I'm at
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I
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think my special mic can be attached to
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it somehow got to look into that cuz
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then that will get rid of the road noise
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too they live right near a
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train oh I lived here for a couple years
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sorry for another
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day so I'm on my way home I've been very
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busy just getting ready you know cuz
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first thing tomorrow morning leaving you
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know starting my
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adventure so I just thought I would talk
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about a situation I'm having with my
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land I'm renting a house and it is
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through a management
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company and then this management company
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got bought out by a bigger management
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company they want me to sign this
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document that requires me to continue
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paying rent and utilities and everything
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up into may even though my move out date
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is April 30th and I've already paid them
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thousands of dollars to do that to do an
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early termination they're just trying to
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take advantage I mean that's what they
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do they take advantage of tenants I'm
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just so tired of living in a world like
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that so I'm trying to find an attorney
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to help me and I've probably let's just
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say I've contacted a hundred just using
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you know fake number just a bunch right
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99 of them represent
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landlords so that's just wonderful I
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have
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a dumpster coming to the house Friday so
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a day after I've left just to help me
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get rid of like I have like three years
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worth of cardboard boxes from Amazon
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base ever since the pandemic that I just
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got to get rid of and anything else that
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I can't like give away s
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donate whatever just so that I have
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everything out of there before the end
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of the month so that they can't use that
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as just another reason
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to try to take advantage of me cuz
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that's what they're doing you know I've
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been a model tenant for 3 and a half
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years i' never had a problem with me
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paid my rent on time every single
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month it's just
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so sad that they would treat someone
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like this who is just trying to live a
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different different life did everything
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that was asked of me in order to break
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my lease you know I paid them thousands
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of dollars to do that let them keep my
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security deposit so if there are damages
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is not coming out of that you know and
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all of this because I won't sign a piece
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of
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paper they're saying if I don't sign
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this piece of paper they won't have a
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forwarding address for me and therefore
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if there are any
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damages they're just going to go
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straight to collections I have really
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good credit I am not letting them mess
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up my credit and I'm like why can't I
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just give you my address you know foring
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address I have no problem paying like
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reasonable fees that they you know
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determine during the move out inspection
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which I'll be there
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for I just don't trust them it's really
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frustrating hopefully they sound good
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hopefully
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there's not a lot of road noise like I
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have some pretty special tires on this I
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mean if you've seen my videos you've
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probably seen that I'm hoping to get
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those for my RV honestly I don't I don't
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know if they make them but for RVs or
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you know bigger vehicles but I'm going
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to try cuz I just I love to them
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like I would be so
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happy so I'm just on my way home for
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dropping my mom off she's been super
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helpful um and I'll see her and my dad
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tomorrow my dad's going to drive with me
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you know he'll be in the passenger team
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while we just drive to the campground
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which is 2 hours away um it'll take us
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longer cuz we you know I got to get
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propane somewhere I haven't figured that
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part out
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yet and you know I have to go to a gas
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station I've kind of planned out my
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route for that it's only 2 hours away so
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there not even a tank of gas and then
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I'll be back you know I'll have to come
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back here to deal with this house I
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guess the prep stage is over isn't it
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cuz I at this point it's just I'm I'm
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moving to a campground all that's left
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is just to get rid of what's in the
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house and in any manner that I can at
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this point cuz I just want to live this
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life it's it's sad that this is how it
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has to
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be if if you don't rush like me if
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you're if you're plan it better you know
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give yourself more time cuz I could have
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I could have kept my my lease going
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maybe for a couple more months but it
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was really a money issue for me I didn't
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want
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to and I didn't want to keep pushing it
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off I was already having so many fears I
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felt like I I just had to push myself
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out the door and I'm glad I did
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tomorrow's my
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birthday probably the best birthday in
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my life I literally have to stop with
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this bird
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wow Birds just sitting right in the road
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cuz they're like yeah what was I saying
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totally lost my train of thought I love
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driving this thing it's so fun it's a
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lot more fun than driving that camp
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right
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at toing this Jeep that's going to be
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different
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don't think it'll be bad though I really
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think that I'm I'm ready for
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this I mean I
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don't I I'm still nervous about it I
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think that's what I was talking about
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just the
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fears I had so many when I started guys
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if you're like kind of new to my channel
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I just would say go look at my first
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video and just see the transformation
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that's happened from then to now there
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at some point I'm just going to make a
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video about that because I I can see it
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so glad I made this change if I had
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hadn't I don't think I could have held
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out much longer I really didn't like my
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life I didn't like anything about it I
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think there are great things in my
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future I hope it's a long one you know I
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feel like that's one of those things
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when you get to my age you just don't
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know is this the end of my life or is it
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the middle I don't
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know I hav't been smoking for 30 years
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I'm sure that's not working in my favor
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right
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I just I'm I guess I'm stressed out if
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I'm honest I'm stressed out and I'm not
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stressed out about what I'm doing I'm
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stressed out about this
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house it's been a struggle I did not
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know it would be this much of a struggle
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I'm willing to pay a lawyer you would
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think that that would not be a difficult
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thing to do you know I'm not I'm not
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looking for like like free advice cuz
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I've been through all those challenges
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in my life right I'm willing to pay
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somebody to just represent me and my
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rights
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and just just protect me from these
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guys I'm so tired of feeling like and
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that's what it's like in this world it's
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just you against the world it always is
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for me anyways always you against the
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world and you either take what they give
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you or you push back those are the only
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choices this world gives
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you so
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sad nobody just does the right thing
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me and my mom were talking about I was
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taking her home and she was like what's
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happened to us and and I just said you
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know nothing I think we've always been
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this way I think the internet is a
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mirror I don't think that we're changed
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because of it I think that's just
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exposing us for who we are I think this
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is just who we are and I've always been
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I don't have a lot of faith in humanity
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I really don't there are a lot of nice
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good people in the world but even nice
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and good people do really shitty
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things a lot of good people screw over a
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stranger I know I've seen it all I have
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experienced it all so what I did was
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Retreat from society lived in my
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house never left it and stopped living
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and and you can't do that that made me
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so
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depressed I didn't even realize how
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depressed I was I still just want to
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avoid
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people as much as possible
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I mean I'm putting myself on the world
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now I can't isolate in a
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house
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just I've gotten so out of shape I I
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weighed 135 lbs from like the age
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of I don't know 14 15 up until my like
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middle 30s like literally I was always a
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small guy and then something just
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happened to me I don't know I I mean I
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got older of course but I also I just
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wasn't active any anymore I want to
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change that I'm not too old I'm
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not it's a new least on
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life this is my second
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life and it starts tomorrow it starts
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right now I'm a different person
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already this is my drive home for my
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parents I'm almost
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home we're not too far from each other
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when we
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weren't you know my mom visited a couple
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times week a couple days every week
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and that was it that was my life love my
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mom love her always have but that's not
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a life I'm not living
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I'm I I don't want to say this cuz it's
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going to sound wrong but it was almost
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like I was I put my life on hold for my
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mom she has a kidney disease they
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thought she would die 20 years ago she's
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still around found I didn't want to feel
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guilty if something happens to her and I
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just put my life off and this is not her
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fault this is this is all
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me
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um cuz I've thought about it a lot over
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the years I've
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always I just imagine the day after and
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I just know that it's going to be the
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worst day of my
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life and I want to have as few regrets
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as possible is really what it comes down
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to when I realized just how depressed I
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got that night that I was talking to
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chat
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GPT and I just burst into tears and I
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started ugly
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crying I had to make a change and I put
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myself first this time don't regret it I
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don't think my mom does either I think
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she's happy for
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me uh I
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think it's hard for her of course being
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in that house is it's sinking in how
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real this is for all of us our whole
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lives are all of our lives are changing
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now um I see it as a good thing I really
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[Music]
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do he for getting a second battery and
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just doubled my capacity and the next
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time you guys hear from me I'm going to
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be on a campground uh it's called Baron
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River Lake
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State Resort Park in Kentucky that's
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where I'm going to be my first two
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weeks after that is another Park I can't
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remember the name right now um but you
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you know I'll tell you about it once I'm
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there there's lots of hiking trails
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there's lots of things to do and I'm
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just going to start my new life right
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away so this just going to be a whole
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new
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chapter I'm
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home yep pretty much ready to pull that
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slide in and
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and just it'll sit there overnight I'll
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be in the house tonight cuz like you
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know the side's going to be in I don't
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know how I'd sleep in there definitely
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couldn't do it with the cats although
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maybe we should try because I imagine
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there's going to be days like that for
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us I don't know when I pull the slide
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and I'll I'll see because I can't
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remember what it's kind of like in
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there and I need to get that battery in
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there another 80
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lbs all my bad habits right
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here I will
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change because I want to change you
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know I I quit smoking for two weeks once
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by taking chanics it actually
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worked then my doctor prescrib me a
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generic version of it it did not work
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and I've tried like three times now I
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just don't know what to do about that
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chanics is so
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expensive uh it's like thousands of
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dollars per month the generic stuff like
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$100 or something and for some reason
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it's not working I don't understand that
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it's the same
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drug it really worth the first time I'm
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so sad I should have kept with it wish
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me luck because I'm going to be driving
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my camper and towing my Jeep for the
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very first time I did not get any time
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to do
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that I feel like lots of people probably
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start this way I will have my dad in the
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passenger seat just to you know be an
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extra set of eyes and his experience you
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know he he will keep us
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safe
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and I'll get to the campground two hours
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away it's a real simple route you
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know
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and the more I do it the better I'll get
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at it the more confident I'll get I'm
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sure of that much I am sure of that much
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and I will see
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you um from the from my Campground
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tomorrow my first day in my new
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life that was happy guys I'm still a
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little out of breath
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oh man it's
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done two batteries
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6,000 wat
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hours not
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bad now I do know what this number means
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now 42% that's how much is in the
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batteries between the two of them there
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we
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go 1 and four oh 64% is that you yeah
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the first one is 20 I would wanted them
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numbered better one and two there's all
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kinds of stuff this guys I was looking
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at it I need to learn up a lot more
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about it because I was looking PV
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parallel enable is off I don't know what
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that means but I
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think I think it might have something to
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do with having more than one solar panel
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out there so I just need to read up on
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it oh yeah and you can connect to this
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thing with Wi-Fi and Bluetooth I did
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discover that I have an app now
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that was
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great I love this thing so
[18:34]
cool definitely recommend it but you
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know you don't need to hear that from me
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I think think anybody would want this
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thing it's interesting that these don't
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stay in that you think they could have
[18:44]
done a better job with that honestly I
[18:46]
would love these things to just stay in
[18:48]
when you're not using them but these
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ones don't a couple places where feels
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like I mean these are super high quality
[18:58]
they're not cheap but I mean they are
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high quality they did a great job with
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these they just the little things like
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that you just kind of would think that
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they would they would not let that ever
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be a problem this is going to this is
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going to power my life you
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know so I did learn you can um thanks to
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another um I guess viewer I just I
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haven't come up with a good word for you
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guys um suggested you could have powered
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this from your house he was right if I
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ever expand this further
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I don't know that I would trust it on
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this slide it's already a little bit
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scary but I do know it can handle
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it even when bringing them in and out I
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was real specific with chat gbt on this
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topic just going to get you know ready
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um this is my last night here it's just
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me and the cats
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now I will finish up whatever I have to
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and
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just get ready right tomorrow morning
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can't wait
