Morning Routine, Calisthenics Planning, and Coastal Preview Trip

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[0:00] like I need to start working out so it

[0:02] could look

[0:03] better I look bad right I don't look

[0:09] bad I think I could look

[0:12] better got a bunch of dirty clo or clean

[0:15] clothes here I need

[0:17] to need to

[0:22] fold oh man just waking up I'm going to

[0:25] make some coffee

[0:32] ni short time

[0:40] backwards I already know what I'm

[0:42] wearing

[0:43] today I'm going to

[0:47] wear definitely not

[0:50] those where's my favorite shirt here it

[0:54] is this is technically a pajama shirt

[0:57] but I love this shirt

[1:07] going to wear

[1:10] this beautiful

[1:14] shirt I'm going put this one over top of

[1:17] it just so we're a little bit warmer cuz

[1:19] it's supposed to rain

[1:20] today and we can take that one off if we

[1:23] don't need it we'll be wearing

[1:27] green with some jeans

[1:30] let's make some

[1:32] coffee come

[1:35] on yeah going to take a moment all right

[1:39] got some coffee

[1:41] going Brewing oh I got to wash a couple

[1:44] dishes first

[1:47] though get these out of my way so I have

[1:49] somewhere to

[1:56] set yeah we're talking about exercise

[1:58] today

[2:01] if you think this is a thirst trap it

[2:04] is I'll just own

[2:07] that sure

[2:18] my got

[2:22] my fish

[2:25] running my electric heater it's quite

[2:27] cold this morning

[2:31] had my dehumidifier on but the

[2:33] dehumidifier plus electric heater kept

[2:36] blowing the fuse

[2:38] yesterday um which is really unfortunate

[2:42] I don't

[2:44] know I don't know what to do about that

[2:46] can't run them together apparently I

[2:48] used to be able to so I don't

[2:54] understand I did have my water tank

[2:56] heater on also all these heating col

[3:00] I don't

[3:03] know so yeah I'm just waking up and

[3:06] being playful this

[3:08] morning even at my age I feel very

[3:12] vital and

[3:15] playful I need an outlet for that energy

[3:18] that's for

[3:22] sure you can also turn that energy into

[3:25] other things so like like exercise I was

[3:28] thinking calisthenics

[3:30] so I don't have any like equipment

[3:33] to um no weight resistance kind of stuff

[3:37] I wouldn't even really have the room for

[3:39] it I don't think it's getting hot in

[3:44] here 81 in here that thing should kick

[3:46] off soon

[3:49] I

[3:52] um small space so I don't know I mean I

[3:55] could do push-ups in

[3:57] here situps that sort of thing

[4:00] if there was nothing on my floor put my

[4:03] yoga mat out I couldn't really do any

[4:06] stretches so not really enough room for

[4:08] that it's got to be outside in order to

[4:11] do it outside I need some kind of a very

[4:14] easy to put together and

[4:18] disassemble some kind of structure like

[4:21] a tent you know that protects from rain

[4:24] and stuff like that because I had been

[4:26] thinking about this for months Ive even

[4:28] made videos about it they never never

[4:29] got

[4:30] uploaded or I'm researching stretching

[4:33] and all this stuff

[4:35] and I would like to make a routine out

[4:37] of this something I'd like to integrate

[4:40] it into my

[4:42] life especially you know I'm trying to

[4:45] heal my core muscles and I feel like

[4:47] stretching would be a very helpful thing

[4:48] to be

[4:50] doing

[4:56] so I don't know I'm contemplating if I

[4:59] should try to find something for

[5:01] that um actually I do know something I

[5:04] could get on

[5:06] Amazon I'm down

[5:08] to about $200 to my name so and I didn't

[5:13] you know I can't pay my car insurance

[5:16] so that would be a hard thing to

[5:20] justify truly I know what I would get

[5:23] though actually cuz I forgot I had to

[5:25] actually research that

[5:27] too um I had this thing when I lived in

[5:31] Kentucky this popup structure was very

[5:35] cool um I ended up giving it to someone

[5:38] else on the campground because I

[5:39] couldn't when I tried to take it down I

[5:42] couldn't get it back into its

[5:45] bag um so it didn't feel like a thing

[5:49] that I could really work

[5:51] with

[5:54] quite there was a smaller version of it

[5:57] and it had some extra pieces to it that

[6:00] you could buy like these little modular

[6:02] type things that gave it a floor so that

[6:04] you could you know you really could use

[6:06] this for exercising and

[6:08] stuff um I would love to do that and

[6:11] that's something that's part of my

[6:12] journey I would share too

[6:15] because at any age you can do these

[6:18] things you know you can

[6:19] learn um one of the things I realized

[6:23] one of the things that I most loved

[6:25] about the videos I had made that didn't

[6:27] post um was the real ation

[6:31] that gym

[6:33] teachers taught me to hate exercise as a

[6:37] kid because they're just expecting you

[6:40] to do

[6:45] these these exercises that just hurt you

[6:48] you know and don't make you feel just

[6:51] there's something

[6:54] about like they're just forcing the

[6:56] stuff on you instead of teaching you to

[6:58] work with your body and

[7:01] have the sort of flow that you could

[7:02] take with you into the rest of your

[7:05] life you know so I feel like I feel like

[7:07] they fail kids

[7:10] and you got to reclaim that part of

[7:13] yourself I know that some people do

[7:14] naturally but I think a lot of us most

[7:18] of us do

[7:20] not okay my heater makes a clicking

[7:23] noise so it wasn't that the fuse okay

[7:27] never noticed that clicking noise before

[7:31] get some coffee

[7:42] here got two kinds of creamer right

[7:50] now caffeine mocha and hazut we're going

[7:54] with the mocha again man that was

[7:57] good maybe I'm getting over my

[8:17] Haz three teaspoons of sugar

[8:32] maybe it's more accurately three

[8:35] tablespoons I

[8:52] know y that's good

[9:01] definitely love

[9:04] coffee so yeah

[9:08] um that's really important to me man I

[9:11] wish I could figure this work [ __ ]

[9:14] out need to make

[9:19] money I don't know if I'm pardon me

[9:22] thinking maybe I should be getting on

[9:24] those

[9:25] platforms and I'm trying to find some

[9:28] programming work

[9:31] even if it's just for a little while

[9:33] like maybe I find a project

[9:37] that helps me make a fair amount of

[9:40] money and

[9:42] then I don't

[9:45] know I resist it with all of my being

[9:48] because I just don't want to go back to

[9:49] that work I've done it my whole

[9:52] life I understand like the effort

[9:56] and the Dynamics and all of it that I

[10:00] have to to

[10:03] navigate feel like I'm breaking the flow

[10:05] of this life I've created it's like

[10:07] going backwards it doesn't feel like

[10:10] feels like going

[10:14] backwards

[10:17] so I don't know I need money I need to

[10:20] figure something

[10:24] out so I was thinking today I would head

[10:26] north instead of going to the beach I

[10:28] was going to go to the beach and in cpay

[10:30] but then I when I woke up I checked the

[10:32] weather it's going to be raining all day

[10:34] that really sucks it's actually looking

[10:37] forward today on the beach with

[10:39] sunlight um but you know we accept her

[10:43] however she wants to be this

[10:45] is this is the best part of the ocean

[10:48] how unpredictable she

[10:52] is so I was thinking we'll head north I

[10:55] don't know exactly where I got a whole

[10:56] bunch of places bookmarked on Google

[10:58] Maps that I want to check out so I'll

[11:00] just take a look at that um I did check

[11:03] this too so it is Dunes all between cap

[11:06] Blanco and Florence it's not continuous

[11:10] Dunes but there's a lot of Dunes along

[11:12] the way and that's why the

[11:14] highway um swerves

[11:16] inward so we'll definitely get back to

[11:19] the ocean

[11:20] today and just see what's up there maybe

[11:23] it's more like a preview trip cuz that's

[11:25] kind of how I work maybe we just go and

[11:27] look at different places very briefly we

[11:30] don't really spend any time communing

[11:32] with them we just kind of check them out

[11:34] and then we know about them and we can

[11:37] go back to them later

[11:40] and I don't know why I have so many

[11:42] different color socks just sort of

[11:45] happen even the ones you think are the

[11:47] same they're not Tech Destin see how

[11:50] these two are different on the

[11:52] top yeah so yeah guess I get to do a

[11:56] little pattern matching thing every time

[11:58] I do laundry

[12:01] same with these black ones

[12:05] like about the same car in the bottom

[12:09] like you know got all kinds of different

[12:12] card socks over

[12:14] here I go through a lot of socks I'll

[12:17] change my socks three or four times a

[12:18] day so I had had a few different shirts

[12:22] here I

[12:23] had like six shirts

[12:26] probably two dozen dirty

[12:29] socks so that tells you what I do in a

[12:32] week you know one pair of

[12:35] pajamas

[12:39] um probably go through like underwear

[12:41] once a day or something like that it

[12:44] might occasionally change them more than

[12:46] once a day but generally once a

[12:49] day I just find it interesting because

[12:52] it tells a story you know it's like wow

[12:55] you go through a lot of socks like why

[12:57] you change your socks all the time

[13:02] do uhoh we are missing pairs how are we

[13:06] lost it to this cuz I don't even have

[13:08] that many of this

[13:09] long oh

[13:11] man

[13:14] really that sucks and I don't have the

[13:18] one going to my other Tan One how did

[13:20] this

[13:22] happen oh and what how did this happen

[13:26] oh my

[13:28] God maybe they'll be down at the at the

[13:30] um it's not a laundry man where our

[13:33] laundry machines

[13:35] at okay let's get these put

[13:38] away got to open up my my Ottomans all

[13:43] my clothes are in

[13:46] here got three Ottomans that's what I

[13:49] sit on it's kind of like my couch not

[13:52] the most comfortable but also not

[13:55] terrible wonder if they're I don't think

[13:57] they are but

[14:00] oh yeah put inside the here for today

[14:04] we'll go with these cute little green

[14:08] ones we got our shirts we just

[14:15] jeans just put these in

[14:22] here oh an

[14:25] underwear let's go with green underwear

[14:27] today to match our

[14:31] box okay now we're

[14:34] good now I have clean space

[14:43] here

[14:46] okay it's 5:50 in the

[14:51] morning let's move this a little

[14:56] bit my hair's getting longer happy about

[15:00] this it feels softer too since I started

[15:03] using conditioner every

[15:07] day it really is getting longer isn't it

[15:11] wow you know I've noticed I don't see

[15:14] gray hairs on the

[15:17] sides which is very curious maybe giving

[15:20] myself better nutrition has

[15:24] helped we'll find out

[15:31] so yeah I wonder if I can pull Google

[15:34] Maps up on my

[15:35] desktop we can check it from

[15:39] here figure out where we're going

[15:48] today it's nice to be some I have pretty

[15:50] decent internet too it's not perfect it

[15:53] doesn't have a perfectly clear sky but

[15:55] this thing the satellite

[15:57] it's um man that's another bill I'm

[16:00] going to have to pay man I got to

[16:02] figured something

[16:06] out things not acting

[16:15] right not letting me open a new tab here

[16:17] we go

[16:20] okay what's up with you computer you're

[16:23] the best computer on the

[16:26] planet you know what let's stop playing

[16:29] the computer let's blame this app let's

[16:31] blame this internet

[16:42] browser 574 videos of my life wow okay

[16:47] let's

[16:50] see try to pull Google Maps up on a

[16:54] desktop

[17:08] I this isn't connected to the it is okay

[17:11] we're getting a little bit of an outage

[17:12] this will will end in a moment this is

[17:16] what I mean when you don't have a clear

[17:17] view of the

[17:22] sky sometimes the satellite cuts out but

[17:26] it's largely stable

[17:29] just not not

[17:31] 100% and you just deal with those things

[17:34] if I really wanted to I could probably

[17:35] put it up on my roof and get a better

[17:37] reception just based on me looking out

[17:39] there and seeing what the situation

[17:45] is maybe I do that I don't know we only

[17:48] have I've got 20 days here and then I'm

[17:50] somewhere else it's

[17:54] like come on internet what is this about

[18:08] oh my

[18:12] God too early at the party for

[18:19] this oh give me a

[18:21] minute I don't know I'm restarting it

[18:24] but it's taken a while it's been on for

[18:28] couple weeks now 10 days since I got

[18:34] here I

[18:37] guess I'll figure this out later I'll

[18:40] check on my um on my phone and just

[18:43] figure out where we're going I got to go

[18:45] down to the shower house at 6:00 in the

[18:46] morning I'll wait maybe an hour and then

[18:48] I'll go shower and then we're just going

[18:50] to head out so that'll come later

[0:00] like I need to start working out so it

[0:02] could look

[0:03] better I look bad right I don't look

[0:09] bad I think I could look

[0:12] better got a bunch of dirty clo or clean

[0:15] clothes here I need

[0:17] to need to

[0:22] fold oh man just waking up I'm going to

[0:25] make some coffee

[0:32] ni short time

[0:40] backwards I already know what I'm

[0:42] wearing

[0:43] today I'm going to

[0:47] wear definitely not

[0:50] those where's my favorite shirt here it

[0:54] is this is technically a pajama shirt

[0:57] but I love this shirt

[1:07] going to wear

[1:10] this beautiful

[1:14] shirt I'm going put this one over top of

[1:17] it just so we're a little bit warmer cuz

[1:19] it's supposed to rain

[1:20] today and we can take that one off if we

[1:23] don't need it we'll be wearing

[1:27] green with some jeans

[1:30] let's make some

[1:32] coffee come

[1:35] on yeah going to take a moment all right

[1:39] got some coffee

[1:41] going Brewing oh I got to wash a couple

[1:44] dishes first

[1:47] though get these out of my way so I have

[1:49] somewhere to

[1:56] set yeah we're talking about exercise

[1:58] today

[2:01] if you think this is a thirst trap it

[2:04] is I'll just own

[2:07] that sure

[2:18] my got

[2:22] my fish

[2:25] running my electric heater it's quite

[2:27] cold this morning

[2:31] had my dehumidifier on but the

[2:33] dehumidifier plus electric heater kept

[2:36] blowing the fuse

[2:38] yesterday um which is really unfortunate

[2:42] I don't

[2:44] know I don't know what to do about that

[2:46] can't run them together apparently I

[2:48] used to be able to so I don't

[2:54] understand I did have my water tank

[2:56] heater on also all these heating col

[3:00] I don't

[3:03] know so yeah I'm just waking up and

[3:06] being playful this

[3:08] morning even at my age I feel very

[3:12] vital and

[3:15] playful I need an outlet for that energy

[3:18] that's for

[3:22] sure you can also turn that energy into

[3:25] other things so like like exercise I was

[3:28] thinking calisthenics

[3:30] so I don't have any like equipment

[3:33] to um no weight resistance kind of stuff

[3:37] I wouldn't even really have the room for

[3:39] it I don't think it's getting hot in

[3:44] here 81 in here that thing should kick

[3:46] off soon

[3:49] I

[3:52] um small space so I don't know I mean I

[3:55] could do push-ups in

[3:57] here situps that sort of thing

[4:00] if there was nothing on my floor put my

[4:03] yoga mat out I couldn't really do any

[4:06] stretches so not really enough room for

[4:08] that it's got to be outside in order to

[4:11] do it outside I need some kind of a very

[4:14] easy to put together and

[4:18] disassemble some kind of structure like

[4:21] a tent you know that protects from rain

[4:24] and stuff like that because I had been

[4:26] thinking about this for months Ive even

[4:28] made videos about it they never never

[4:29] got

[4:30] uploaded or I'm researching stretching

[4:33] and all this stuff

[4:35] and I would like to make a routine out

[4:37] of this something I'd like to integrate

[4:40] it into my

[4:42] life especially you know I'm trying to

[4:45] heal my core muscles and I feel like

[4:47] stretching would be a very helpful thing

[4:48] to be

[4:50] doing

[4:56] so I don't know I'm contemplating if I

[4:59] should try to find something for

[5:01] that um actually I do know something I

[5:04] could get on

[5:06] Amazon I'm down

[5:08] to about $200 to my name so and I didn't

[5:13] you know I can't pay my car insurance

[5:16] so that would be a hard thing to

[5:20] justify truly I know what I would get

[5:23] though actually cuz I forgot I had to

[5:25] actually research that

[5:27] too um I had this thing when I lived in

[5:31] Kentucky this popup structure was very

[5:35] cool um I ended up giving it to someone

[5:38] else on the campground because I

[5:39] couldn't when I tried to take it down I

[5:42] couldn't get it back into its

[5:45] bag um so it didn't feel like a thing

[5:49] that I could really work

[5:51] with

[5:54] quite there was a smaller version of it

[5:57] and it had some extra pieces to it that

[6:00] you could buy like these little modular

[6:02] type things that gave it a floor so that

[6:04] you could you know you really could use

[6:06] this for exercising and

[6:08] stuff um I would love to do that and

[6:11] that's something that's part of my

[6:12] journey I would share too

[6:15] because at any age you can do these

[6:18] things you know you can

[6:19] learn um one of the things I realized

[6:23] one of the things that I most loved

[6:25] about the videos I had made that didn't

[6:27] post um was the real ation

[6:31] that gym

[6:33] teachers taught me to hate exercise as a

[6:37] kid because they're just expecting you

[6:40] to do

[6:45] these these exercises that just hurt you

[6:48] you know and don't make you feel just

[6:51] there's something

[6:54] about like they're just forcing the

[6:56] stuff on you instead of teaching you to

[6:58] work with your body and

[7:01] have the sort of flow that you could

[7:02] take with you into the rest of your

[7:05] life you know so I feel like I feel like

[7:07] they fail kids

[7:10] and you got to reclaim that part of

[7:13] yourself I know that some people do

[7:14] naturally but I think a lot of us most

[7:18] of us do

[7:20] not okay my heater makes a clicking

[7:23] noise so it wasn't that the fuse okay

[7:27] never noticed that clicking noise before

[7:31] get some coffee

[7:42] here got two kinds of creamer right

[7:50] now caffeine mocha and hazut we're going

[7:54] with the mocha again man that was

[7:57] good maybe I'm getting over my

[8:17] Haz three teaspoons of sugar

[8:32] maybe it's more accurately three

[8:35] tablespoons I

[8:52] know y that's good

[9:01] definitely love

[9:04] coffee so yeah

[9:08] um that's really important to me man I

[9:11] wish I could figure this work [ __ ]

[9:14] out need to make

[9:19] money I don't know if I'm pardon me

[9:22] thinking maybe I should be getting on

[9:24] those

[9:25] platforms and I'm trying to find some

[9:28] programming work

[9:31] even if it's just for a little while

[9:33] like maybe I find a project

[9:37] that helps me make a fair amount of

[9:40] money and

[9:42] then I don't

[9:45] know I resist it with all of my being

[9:48] because I just don't want to go back to

[9:49] that work I've done it my whole

[9:52] life I understand like the effort

[9:56] and the Dynamics and all of it that I

[10:00] have to to

[10:03] navigate feel like I'm breaking the flow

[10:05] of this life I've created it's like

[10:07] going backwards it doesn't feel like

[10:10] feels like going

[10:14] backwards

[10:17] so I don't know I need money I need to

[10:20] figure something

[10:24] out so I was thinking today I would head

[10:26] north instead of going to the beach I

[10:28] was going to go to the beach and in cpay

[10:30] but then I when I woke up I checked the

[10:32] weather it's going to be raining all day

[10:34] that really sucks it's actually looking

[10:37] forward today on the beach with

[10:39] sunlight um but you know we accept her

[10:43] however she wants to be this

[10:45] is this is the best part of the ocean

[10:48] how unpredictable she

[10:52] is so I was thinking we'll head north I

[10:55] don't know exactly where I got a whole

[10:56] bunch of places bookmarked on Google

[10:58] Maps that I want to check out so I'll

[11:00] just take a look at that um I did check

[11:03] this too so it is Dunes all between cap

[11:06] Blanco and Florence it's not continuous

[11:10] Dunes but there's a lot of Dunes along

[11:12] the way and that's why the

[11:14] highway um swerves

[11:16] inward so we'll definitely get back to

[11:19] the ocean

[11:20] today and just see what's up there maybe

[11:23] it's more like a preview trip cuz that's

[11:25] kind of how I work maybe we just go and

[11:27] look at different places very briefly we

[11:30] don't really spend any time communing

[11:32] with them we just kind of check them out

[11:34] and then we know about them and we can

[11:37] go back to them later

[11:40] and I don't know why I have so many

[11:42] different color socks just sort of

[11:45] happen even the ones you think are the

[11:47] same they're not Tech Destin see how

[11:50] these two are different on the

[11:52] top yeah so yeah guess I get to do a

[11:56] little pattern matching thing every time

[11:58] I do laundry

[12:01] same with these black ones

[12:05] like about the same car in the bottom

[12:09] like you know got all kinds of different

[12:12] card socks over

[12:14] here I go through a lot of socks I'll

[12:17] change my socks three or four times a

[12:18] day so I had had a few different shirts

[12:22] here I

[12:23] had like six shirts

[12:26] probably two dozen dirty

[12:29] socks so that tells you what I do in a

[12:32] week you know one pair of

[12:35] pajamas

[12:39] um probably go through like underwear

[12:41] once a day or something like that it

[12:44] might occasionally change them more than

[12:46] once a day but generally once a

[12:49] day I just find it interesting because

[12:52] it tells a story you know it's like wow

[12:55] you go through a lot of socks like why

[12:57] you change your socks all the time

[13:02] do uhoh we are missing pairs how are we

[13:06] lost it to this cuz I don't even have

[13:08] that many of this

[13:09] long oh

[13:11] man

[13:14] really that sucks and I don't have the

[13:18] one going to my other Tan One how did

[13:20] this

[13:22] happen oh and what how did this happen

[13:26] oh my

[13:28] God maybe they'll be down at the at the

[13:30] um it's not a laundry man where our

[13:33] laundry machines

[13:35] at okay let's get these put

[13:38] away got to open up my my Ottomans all

[13:43] my clothes are in

[13:46] here got three Ottomans that's what I

[13:49] sit on it's kind of like my couch not

[13:52] the most comfortable but also not

[13:55] terrible wonder if they're I don't think

[13:57] they are but

[14:00] oh yeah put inside the here for today

[14:04] we'll go with these cute little green

[14:08] ones we got our shirts we just

[14:15] jeans just put these in

[14:22] here oh an

[14:25] underwear let's go with green underwear

[14:27] today to match our

[14:31] box okay now we're

[14:34] good now I have clean space

[14:43] here

[14:46] okay it's 5:50 in the

[14:51] morning let's move this a little

[14:56] bit my hair's getting longer happy about

[15:00] this it feels softer too since I started

[15:03] using conditioner every

[15:07] day it really is getting longer isn't it

[15:11] wow you know I've noticed I don't see

[15:14] gray hairs on the

[15:17] sides which is very curious maybe giving

[15:20] myself better nutrition has

[15:24] helped we'll find out

[15:31] so yeah I wonder if I can pull Google

[15:34] Maps up on my

[15:35] desktop we can check it from

[15:39] here figure out where we're going

[15:48] today it's nice to be some I have pretty

[15:50] decent internet too it's not perfect it

[15:53] doesn't have a perfectly clear sky but

[15:55] this thing the satellite

[15:57] it's um man that's another bill I'm

[16:00] going to have to pay man I got to

[16:02] figured something

[16:06] out things not acting

[16:15] right not letting me open a new tab here

[16:17] we go

[16:20] okay what's up with you computer you're

[16:23] the best computer on the

[16:26] planet you know what let's stop playing

[16:29] the computer let's blame this app let's

[16:31] blame this internet

[16:42] browser 574 videos of my life wow okay

[16:47] let's

[16:50] see try to pull Google Maps up on a

[16:54] desktop

[17:08] I this isn't connected to the it is okay

[17:11] we're getting a little bit of an outage

[17:12] this will will end in a moment this is

[17:16] what I mean when you don't have a clear

[17:17] view of the

[17:22] sky sometimes the satellite cuts out but

[17:26] it's largely stable

[17:29] just not not

[17:31] 100% and you just deal with those things

[17:34] if I really wanted to I could probably

[17:35] put it up on my roof and get a better

[17:37] reception just based on me looking out

[17:39] there and seeing what the situation

[17:45] is maybe I do that I don't know we only

[17:48] have I've got 20 days here and then I'm

[17:50] somewhere else it's

[17:54] like come on internet what is this about

[18:08] oh my

[18:12] God too early at the party for

[18:19] this oh give me a

[18:21] minute I don't know I'm restarting it

[18:24] but it's taken a while it's been on for

[18:28] couple weeks now 10 days since I got

[18:34] here I

[18:37] guess I'll figure this out later I'll

[18:40] check on my um on my phone and just

[18:43] figure out where we're going I got to go

[18:45] down to the shower house at 6:00 in the

[18:46] morning I'll wait maybe an hour and then

[18:48] I'll go shower and then we're just going

[18:50] to head out so that'll come later

5:23

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13:37

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15:17

Arriving at Eel Lake as Park Host

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8:54

Answering AI-Generated Reflection Questions On Camera

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7:41

Answering AI Follow-Up Questions on Camera

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15:03

Breaking Camp at Cape Blanco, Moving North

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18:15

Processing First Working Day at New Host Site

Jan 2, 2025

11:57

Attending Volunteer Orientation at Umpqua Lighthouse

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13:45

Driving South to Port Orford for Package Pickup

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3:10

Formulating Fire Water as Hydration Replacement

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9:43

Mapping Eel Lake Trail, Planning Honeyman Move

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37:20

Planning Day and Scouting Honeyman State Park Dunes

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First Yurt Cleaning Day and Golf Cart Orientation

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18:23

First Yurt Cleaning Shift and Meeting the Boss

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7:04

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12:34

Mapping Volunteer Social Dynamics at Siltcoos

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16:30

Morning Walk, Yard Work Plan, Channel Goes Members-Only

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11:25

Restating Position to Camp Man, Riding Cart at Dusk

Jan 8, 2025

12:12

Morning Coffee, Yurt Cleaning, and Audience Boundaries

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Jan 8, 2025

12:20

Running Morning Golf Cart Rounds at Siltcoos

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10:00

Working a Full Campground Day, Meeting Campers

Jan 9, 2025

8:38

Mapping Campground Population and Volunteer Authority

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6:55

Hiking Eel Lake Trail, Mapping Money and Next Days Off

Jan 9, 2025

13:07

Working a Full Shift at Siltcoos, Dreading the Yurt

Jan 9, 2025

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Jan 10, 2025

18:54

Morning Routine, Calisthenics Planning, and Coastal Preview Trip

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28:55

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January 10, 2025 rswfire PUBLISHED

Temp 0.10

Density 0.70

Energetic Quality

playful vitality

Journey Phase

operational under constraint

Directional Vector

toward embodied reclamation while holding financial pressure open

Narrative

He woke into the dark and the heat — eighty-one degrees inside the rig, the electric heater cycling, the dehumidifier off because the two of them together had blown the fuse the day before and he still hadn't worked out why. It had been possible once. The water tank heater had been running too, all those coils drawing at the same time, and somewhere in that arithmetic was the answer he hadn't found yet. Later, mid-sentence about something else entirely, he'd hear the heater make a clicking sound and stop to note it: not the fuse, just a noise the machine had always made and he'd never registered until this morning.

The first thing he said out loud was about his body — that he needed to start working out so it could look better, and then the immediate correction, I don't look bad, I think I could look better. Clean laundry sat waiting to be folded. He picked his shirt before anything else, passed over the ones he didn't want, found his favorite, a technically-pajama shirt he wore anyway, and layered another over top because rain was forecast and the second one could come off if it didn't. Green, with jeans. Then coffee — but the dishes first, a couple of them, cleared to make somewhere to set things down. Mocha creamer over the hazelnut this time. Three teaspoons of sugar, or more accurately, he allowed, three tablespoons.

The exercise question opened up while the coffee brewed. No equipment, no weight resistance, no room for either — calisthenics was the shape that fit, push-ups and sit-ups if the floor were clear, but stretching needed a yoga mat and the mat needed space the rig didn't have. Which meant outside. Which meant rain. Which meant a structure: something easy to put together and disassemble, a shelter he could raise and drop on his own terms. He'd had one in Kentucky, a popup he'd loved and then given away on the campground because once it was down he couldn't get it back into its bag. There was a smaller version, he remembered, with modular pieces that gave it a floor. He knew exactly what he would buy. He had two hundred dollars to his name, an unpaid car insurance bill, and a satellite bill coming, and he named the purchase as hard to justify without pretending otherwise.

He'd been circling this for months — videos made about it, researching stretching, none of them posted. What he said he most loved from that unposted work was the realization that gym teachers had taught him to hate exercise: exercises that hurt, forced on kids, instead of teaching them to work with their bodies and find a flow they could carry into the rest of their lives. He stated they fail kids. Some people come back to it naturally; most, he thought, do not. That part of yourself has to be reclaimed, and he intended to share the reclaiming as it happened, because it can be done at any age.

Then the other thing, unhurried, in the same register as the socks and the fuse: he needed money. Maybe the platforms. Maybe programming work, a project, a fair amount of money, just for a little while. He resists it with all of his being. He's done it his whole life and understands the effort and the dynamics and everything he'd have to navigate to get back in. It feels like breaking the flow of the life he's created. It feels like going backwards. He said it twice, testing the phrase and keeping it. And then, without resolving it: I need to figure something out.

The day's plan had already changed once. He'd meant to go to the beach; he checked the weather on waking and it was rain all day, so north instead — nowhere specific, a whole set of places bookmarked on Google Maps. He'd confirmed the dunes ran between Cape Blanco and Florence, not continuously but enough that the highway swerves inland to accommodate them, so the ocean would come back into range regardless. A preview trip, maybe. That's how he works: go and look briefly, don't commune, just learn the places exist so he can return to them later. About the rain itself he offered no complaint — we accept her however she wants to be, this is the best part of the ocean, how unpredictable she is.

The laundry became an audit. Different-colored socks that shouldn't be different, two blacks that only matched from a distance, tops that gave them away — a pattern-matching exercise every wash. Six shirts, two dozen dirty socks, one pair of pajamas, underwear roughly once a day. It tells a story, he said, and the story was that he changes his socks three or four times a day. Then the gap: pairs missing, one of the tans gone, no explanation, maybe still down at the machines. He opened the three ottomans that hold all his clothing and double as his couch — not the most comfortable, not terrible — and put everything away, setting out green socks and green underwear to match the shirt. Clean space. 5:50 in the morning. He noted his hair getting longer and softer since he started using conditioner daily, and that there was no gray at the sides, and wondered whether better nutrition had done it.

He tried Google Maps on the desktop. The browser wouldn't open a new tab; he blamed the computer, retracted it, blamed the browser instead. Then the satellite cut — an imperfect view of the sky, the dish where it sits, largely stable but not a hundred percent, and you just deal with those things. He could put it on the roof for better reception; he'd looked at the situation out there and thought it would work. He has twenty days left here, ten days in, and then somewhere else. The router restart was still running when he let it go. He'd check the route on his phone. The shower house opened at six; he'd wait about an hour, shower, and head out. That would come later.

Summary

rswfire records a morning capture at 5:50 AM in the RV — waking, selecting clothing (a favorite pajama shirt layered for rain, green with jeans), washing dishes, and brewing coffee with mocha creamer and three spoons of sugar.

He opens with the topic of exercise, describing an interest in calisthenics and stretching as something to integrate into a routine, noting he is working to heal his core muscles. He maps the constraint: the RV interior is too small for a yoga mat or floor work, so it would have to be outdoors, requiring a popup structure for rain protection. He recalls owning a similar structure in Kentucky and giving it away after failing to repack it, and identifies a smaller modular version with a floor as what he would buy. He states he is down to about $200, cannot pay his car insurance, and does not justify the purchase.

He states that gym teachers taught kids to hate exercise by forcing exercises rather than teaching people to work with their bodies, and that this is something to reclaim at any age.

On work: he states he needs money, is considering platforms and programming contracts, and resists returning to that work — describing it as going backwards against the flow of the life he has built.

Logistics covered: heater and dehumidifier blowing the fuse together, an 81°F interior, Starlink outages from an obstructed sky view, sorting laundry and mismatched socks into three ottomans, hair growing longer with no gray at the sides, and 20 days left at this site. He redirects the day's plan from the beach to a northward preview drive toward Cape Blanco and Florence dune stretches, after a 6:00 AM shower house visit.

Environment

Interior of an RV in early morning, pre-dawn — the recording begins around 5:50 AM with rain forecast for the day. The space is compact and fully instrumented: electric heater (clicking as it cycles), dehumidifier, water tank heater, a fish tank, a desktop computer, and Starlink satellite internet with an imperfect view of the sky. Interior temperature reads 81°F while the heater runs.

Storage is three ottomans that double as seating and hold all clothing. Laundry — shirts, socks, underwear — is staged for folding and putting away. The rig is parked at a campground with a shared shower house that opens at 6:00 AM; rswfire states he has 20 days remaining at this site, 10 days in. Geographic frame is the Oregon Coast, with Cape Blanco, Florence, and the coastal dune corridor between them named as the day's possible range.

Substrate

The architecture here is a full-stack morning systems check — body, clothing, power draw, bandwidth, cash, and route all inventoried in one continuous pass, with no hierarchy separating the trivial from the load-bearing. rswfire holds the position that physical practice must be built from scratch on his own terms rather than inherited from institutional instruction that he states taught him to hate exercise, and the same logic governs his refusal to return to programming work: reentry reads as reversal of the life-flow he constructed. What is being built is a self-designed somatic routine and its enabling structure; what is being refused is the dissolution of the current configuration in exchange for money.

Actions

Performed

•assessing body and appearance on camera
•selecting the day's clothing
•layering a second shirt against forecast rain
•brewing coffee
•washing dishes to clear counter space
•adding mocha creamer and sugar to coffee
•noting heater, dehumidifier, and fuse behavior
•identifying the heater's clicking cycle
•sorting and pairing socks
•cataloging weekly laundry volume
•identifying missing sock pairs
•storing clothes in ottomans
•noting hair length and absence of gray at the sides
•attempting to open Google Maps on desktop
•observing a Starlink outage
•restarting the router
•naming a video count of 574

Referenced

•blowing the fuse running dehumidifier plus electric heater plus water tank heater
•researching stretching for months
•recording exercise videos that were never uploaded
•owning a popup structure in Kentucky
•giving that structure away after failing to repack it
•starting daily conditioner use
•improving nutrition
•bookmarking locations on Google Maps
•checking the weather on waking
•confirming dune distribution between Cape Blanco and Florence
•arriving at this site 10 days ago

Planned

•starting a calisthenics routine
•acquiring a modular popup structure with floor for outdoor exercise
•integrating stretching into daily routine
•healing core muscles
•finding programming or platform work
•paying car insurance and the Starlink bill
•checking Google Maps on phone instead
•showering at the shower house around 7:00
•driving north along the coast on a preview trip
•possibly mounting the satellite dish on the roof
•relocating in 20 days

Entities

beings

gym teachers — Named as the source of taught aversion to exercise in childhood

places

Cape Blanco — Southern anchor of the dune corridor he maps for the day's route

Florence — Northern anchor of the dune corridor; the stretch between it and Cape Blanco is where the highway swerves inland

Kentucky — Prior residence where he owned the popup structure he later gave away

the ocean — Referenced with feminine pronoun; its unpredictability named as its best quality

systems

Google Maps — Repository of bookmarked coastal locations; fails to load on desktop during the recording

Amazon — Named acquisition channel for the exercise structure, weighed against $200 remaining

satellite internet — Connectivity infrastructure with partial sky view; a recurring bill and an active outage

the ottomans — Three units serving as both seating and total clothing storage

concepts

calisthenics — Chosen training modality given no equipment and no room for resistance gear

media

popup structure — Modular tent with optional floor pieces; the specific object identified as enabling outdoor practice

Symbolic Elements

Represented archetypes or recurring motifs.

ocean

dunes

rain

threshold

coffee

fire/heat

fuse

satellite

shelter

socks/pairing

hair

green

Ontological States

Expressed modes of being or awareness.

sovereign (structuring physical practice from his own design rather than inherited instruction)

embedded (fully inside the rig's power, water, and bandwidth systems as daily operating terms)

constrained (states $200 to his name, unpaid car insurance, pending satellite bill)

vital (states he feels playful and vital, with energy requiring an outlet)

transitional (10 days into a 20-day-remaining site placement)

Engaged Subsystems

Architecture engaged in this transmission.

somatic (body assessment, core healing, stretching, calisthenics planning)

infrastructural (heater, dehumidifier, water tank heater, fuse load, satellite dish placement)

economic (remaining funds, unpaid insurance, resistance to returning to programming work)

domestic (laundry sorting, dish washing, clothing storage, coffee preparation)

navigational (route planning north, bookmarked sites, weather-driven rerouting)

technological (desktop, browser failure, router restart, 574-video archive)

cognitive (pattern matching, self-audit through laundry inventory, systems diagnosis)

documentary (ongoing video record, unposted exercise videos, intent to share the practice)

Dominant Language

Core motifs or linguistic fields.

exercise / calisthenics / stretching

vital and playful

going backwards

structure I could put together and disassemble

it tells a story

reclaim that part of yourself

need to figure something out

how unpredictable she is

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