Recording Road Incident After Braking for Squirrel

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[0:00] hey everyone so I just got to Walmart so
[0:03] that I can get some stuff for my camper
[0:06] on the way I had an incident and I just
[0:07] want to talk about it I don't think
[0:09] anything will come out of it because I
[0:10] don't think that you can change minds
[0:12] and hearts in this world I just that's
[0:13] truly how I feel so I guess I'm just
[0:16] venting
[0:17] but I just wanted to hear this so I'm on
[0:21] my way here I'm driving down the road I
[0:22] think I'm even going over the speed
[0:24] limit which isn't something I do very
[0:25] often because I think you should respect
[0:27] traffic law or therefore for a reason
[0:29] and squirrel came out in front of me and
[0:31] I stopped and I had to stop pretty fast
[0:33] I didn't want to hit a squirrel didn't
[0:35] want to kill a squirrel there was
[0:36] somebody behind me in a truck honk their
[0:38] horn at me probably had to stop really
[0:41] fast themselves because they were
[0:42] tailgating me that's why you don't
[0:44] tailgate you need to put space between
[0:46] you and other drivers I'm not focused on
[0:48] what's behind me I'm focused on what's
[0:50] in front of me and if a squirrel comes
[0:52] out on the road I'm not going to kill
[0:54] that thing for you just so you can get
[0:55] somewhere 30 seconds faster it's not
[0:57] happening you have no right to get mad
[0:59] at at me honk and your horn at me
[1:02] because I'm trying to prevent the death
[1:05] of something that I actually do
[1:07] value like I'm not I don't want that on
[1:10] my conscience I don't want to be walking
[1:11] around like all day thinking about how I
[1:13] killed a squirrel like I'm glad I didn't
[1:17] hit it it was close I'm glad I saved its
[1:21] life you should be too just drive
[1:24] respectfully
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PUBLIC
May 7, 2024 rswfire PUBLISHED
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Energetic Quality
direct, charged clarity
Journey Phase
stable and self-consistent
Directional Vector
toward stated ethical standard, away from expectation of external agreement
Narrative

The road to Walmart ran the way it always runs — a stretch of pavement between where rswfire lives and where the things his camper needs are kept. He was going for supplies. He notes, in the recording that follows, that he was probably over the speed limit, and he notes it without softening: not something he does often, because traffic law exists for a reason and he thinks it should be respected. The admission arrives in the same breath as everything else, filed alongside the rest of the account rather than buried beneath it.

Then a squirrel came out in front of him.

The braking was fast. It had to be — the animal was in the lane and the interval was whatever interval a squirrel gives you, which is almost none. rswfire's attention was where he states it is always pointed: forward. What is in front of the vehicle governs the vehicle. Behind him, a truck was following close, and when he stopped hard, the truck's driver had to stop hard too, and laid on the horn. rswfire's read of that sequence is immediate and structural: the horn was the sound of a following distance that had never been adequate in the first place. That is why you don't tailgate. You put space between yourself and the driver ahead so that when the world requires a sudden stop, you have somewhere to put the deceleration.

The squirrel lived. It was close, he says, and he is glad. And the gladness is not sentiment attached after the fact — it is the same value that produced the braking. He states plainly that he was not going to kill a living thing so that someone else could arrive thirty seconds earlier, that the other driver had no right to be angry about a stop made to prevent a death, and that he did not want that death on his conscience or in his head for the rest of the day. The horn did not enter the calculation. It arrived after the decision was already complete.

He pulled into the Walmart lot and, before going in for the camper supplies, turned on the camera. He opens by naming exactly what the recording is and is not: he does not think anything will come of it, does not believe minds and hearts change in this world, and says he is probably just venting. The frame is set before the story begins — this is not persuasion. It is a record of where he stands, spoken aloud with the drive still in the frame behind him, the errand still ahead of him, and the standard stated in the plainest available terms. Just drive respectfully.

Tags

driving roadside incident animal life camper supplies traffic conduct video transmission ethics statement

Summary

rswfire records a video from the Walmart parking lot, having driven there to pick up supplies for his camper. He opens by stating he had an incident on the way and wants to talk about it, adding that he does not expect anything to come of it because he does not believe minds and hearts can be changed in this world.

He describes the sequence: driving down the road, possibly slightly over the speed limit — which he notes is uncommon for him, since he states traffic laws exist for a reason — when a squirrel entered the roadway. He braked hard to avoid hitting it. A driver in a truck behind him honked, which he attributes to that driver tailgating and having to brake sharply as a result.

He states his position directly:

  • Space between vehicles is the driver's responsibility; tailgating produced the near-collision.
  • His attention is directed forward, not to what is behind him.
  • He will not kill an animal he values so another driver can arrive 30 seconds earlier.
  • The other driver has no standing to be angry at him for preventing the death.

He closes by stating he does not want that on his conscience, that he is glad the squirrel lived, that it was close, and that the other driver should be glad too — ending with the instruction to drive respectfully.

Environment

Recorded in a vehicle, parked or just arrived at a Walmart lot. rswfire states he came for supplies for his camper.

The immediate prior environment is the road itself — a public roadway where a squirrel entered his lane and a truck was following close behind. The recording is made in the interval between the road event and the errand, with the driving context still active in frame.

Substrate

rswfire holds a position where a stated value — not killing an animal for another driver's convenience — is load-bearing and non-negotiable regardless of pressure applied from behind. He frames attention as forward-facing by design: what is in front of him governs his action, what is behind him does not. The signal opens with an explicit statement that he expects no change in others, which sets the transmission as documentation of his own standard rather than an attempt at persuasion.

Actions

Performed

  • •recording a spoken transmission
  • •naming the incident
  • •stating expectation that nothing will come of it
  • •labeling the transmission as venting
  • •stating tailgating principle
  • •stating attentional orientation (front, not behind)
  • •asserting no right of the other driver to be angry
  • •stating the value placed on the animal's life
  • •issuing a direct address to drive respectfully

Referenced

  • •driving toward Walmart
  • •exceeding the speed limit
  • •braking hard for a squirrel in the road
  • •avoiding hitting the squirrel
  • •being honked at by a following truck
  • •being tailgated

Planned

  • •buying supplies for the camper

Entities

beings
squirrel — Animal that entered the roadway; the life rswfire states he acted to preserve.
truck driver — Following vehicle that honked; the counter-position in the incident.
places
Walmart — Arrival point and errand destination; site of the recording.
systems
camper — His mobile living structure; reason for the supply run.
concepts
traffic law — Framework he states he generally respects, noted alongside his admission of exceeding the limit.
conscience — Named as the internal register that would have carried the killing had it occurred.

Symbolic Elements

Represented archetypes or recurring motifs.

road
threshold
braking
the small life
the horn
behind/ahead axis
distance

Ontological States

Expressed modes of being or awareness.

sovereign (holds his own standard without requiring agreement)
coherent (stated value, action, and account align without gap)
embedded (operating inside road systems, commercial supply infrastructure, and mobile-dwelling logistics)
self-auditing (notes his own speed excess in the same breath as the ethical claim)

Engaged Subsystems

Architecture engaged in this transmission.

ethical (value assigned to a non-human life governs the decision)
somatic (rapid braking response, reflex under compressed time)
cognitive (attentional model made explicit: forward focus, spacing, reaction margin)
social (assessment of another driver's expectation and its legitimacy)
infrastructural (camper supply logistics, roadway, retail stop)
communicative (transmission framed as venting and as direct address)

Dominant Language

Core motifs or linguistic fields.

I'm focused on what's in front of me
you don't tailgate
something that I actually do value
on my conscience
you have no right
change minds and hearts
drive respectfully
Narrative

The road to Walmart ran the way it always runs — a stretch of pavement between where rswfire lives and where the things his camper needs are kept. He was going for supplies. He notes, in the recording that follows, that he was probably over the speed limit, and he notes it without softening: not something he does often, because traffic law exists for a reason and he thinks it should be respected. The admission arrives in the same breath as everything else, filed alongside the rest of the account rather than buried beneath it.

Then a squirrel came out in front of him.

The braking was fast. It had to be — the animal was in the lane and the interval was whatever interval a squirrel gives you, which is almost none. rswfire's attention was where he states it is always pointed: forward. What is in front of the vehicle governs the vehicle. Behind him, a truck was following close, and when he stopped hard, the truck's driver had to stop hard too, and laid on the horn. rswfire's read of that sequence is immediate and structural: the horn was the sound of a following distance that had never been adequate in the first place. That is why you don't tailgate. You put space between yourself and the driver ahead so that when the world requires a sudden stop, you have somewhere to put the deceleration.

The squirrel lived. It was close, he says, and he is glad. And the gladness is not sentiment attached after the fact — it is the same value that produced the braking. He states plainly that he was not going to kill a living thing so that someone else could arrive thirty seconds earlier, that the other driver had no right to be angry about a stop made to prevent a death, and that he did not want that death on his conscience or in his head for the rest of the day. The horn did not enter the calculation. It arrived after the decision was already complete.

He pulled into the Walmart lot and, before going in for the camper supplies, turned on the camera. He opens by naming exactly what the recording is and is not: he does not think anything will come of it, does not believe minds and hearts change in this world, and says he is probably just venting. The frame is set before the story begins — this is not persuasion. It is a record of where he stands, spoken aloud with the drive still in the frame behind him, the errand still ahead of him, and the standard stated in the plainest available terms. Just drive respectfully.

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