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so
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I let me try that again hello humans no
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what hello fellow
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humans so I got back from hiking a
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little while ago um after that I went
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and got some Taco Bell ate it in the
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parking lot spilled it all over me
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because I'm a child so I had to change
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my
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shirt um but it's still the same day
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it's Saturday
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um I decided I just I don't want to be
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inside today I just don't so I can't go
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to the Natural Bridge it's too far away
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a 2 and 1 half hour drive
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and you know then all the hiking and
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stuff I mean it's do in the afternoon
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so you know I I'm going to go there um
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we will go there like Tuesday I think
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cuz I I can't do it tomorrow if I if I
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if my internal state right now is like
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we're not going to be doing stuff on the
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RP let's just get the hell out of
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here uh but however I feel tomorrow I
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need to do it
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so um I'm just going to go to Lake
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Cumberland I want to go see the dam
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there I really like that spot and you
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know the state park there's a spot there
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I like I don't know if there's any
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Trails or anything um a little bit sore
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I think I'm getting some blisters on my
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feet These are nice hiking boots too but
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uh I'm just going to go hang out I just
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don't want to be inside today that gu
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really needs to get into sleep
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damn so that's what we're
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doing there are just so many people at
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that Camp real like I uh-uh no M all
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these 10 campers with like
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like flags and lights and just they just
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turn it into this P party atmosphere
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like it
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just you know I I I don't want to be
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around that like I'm glad they're having
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fun I guess but I don't want to be
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around that so I don't know like I don't
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think campgrounds are for
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me
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so I don't know if I realize that or not
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I think I might have like cuz my main
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thing was I need to get out of my house
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I need to get out of the box in this
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neighborhood and go do some stuff like
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take myself outside of my comfort zone
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and go
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live that doesn't mean I want to be
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around a bunch of random strangers I
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don't know or just partying it up around
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me and um but I also don't want to be in
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my my RV you know just this little box
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it's even smaller box you know
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so we're just going to go and do some
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[ __ ] up I don't know we're just going to
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go hang out
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somewhere yeah okay got some gas and
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we're on our way it's an hour drive to
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Lake Cumberland I don't remember what I
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was talking about so let me just start
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over
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sorry
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so I want to go to the Natural Bridge
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cuz that's like one of my favorite place
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in the
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world um I like that place that I was at
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but I don't love it like that's a place
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to just go and enjoy some
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nature and get some exercise and just
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you know enjoy some peace and quiet and
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just have a good time but there are
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places in the world that are way better
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than that and the Natural Bridges of
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them but I can't go today I mean it's
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like 2 in the afternoon and it's going
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to be an all day thing for us so I'll
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have to get up super early it's like a 2
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and 1/ half hour drive there and then
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I'll probably be hiking for like 8 to 10
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hours so um it'll be an all day thing
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and I just don't there's no time today
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so we're going to go to Lake Cumberland
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and that's a an hour from where I am so
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that's not too bad and I don't know that
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we'll do any hiking cuz I don't even
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know where any trails are there but um
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there's just some sites there that I
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really like and I just want to be
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outside
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and so yeah that's what we're
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doing I'm here I've been sitting here
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for a
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while I
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realized I've been wanting to get a
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cabin in the
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woods I haven't really looked for one I
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don't have the money but
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um I was telling myself that I didn't
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know where it should be but it's here as
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soon as I discovered this place I fell
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in love with
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it and something brought me here
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today and it's wonderful I just love
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this place let me show
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you people are just having a good time
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out there there's a bunch of people
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right there if you can see them there
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was a boat with them I don't know where
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it
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went there's a whole bunch of people
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swimming out
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there and
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little house boat looking thing that's
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awesome I could almost see myself living
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on something like that that would be
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such a cool life the water just goes on
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forever it's so beautiful and so
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peaceful so I'm just hanging out I don't
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really have any plans I looked up to see
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if there was a tourist center I was
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thinking maybe I could get some
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information there you know they're close
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today
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just you
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know there's a couple other spots I'll
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check out there is a an official
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like
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um Lookout area but it looks packed I
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can see it from here there's a lot of
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cars over there there are probably some
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Trails too you know
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and I don't know but we're right next to
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Wolf Dam which is just the coolest Dam I
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I just absolutely love this place just
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they're doing work on it um there's
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construction going on over
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there
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so this is where I want to
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live this is it
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those waves are so
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awesome I think for the next month that
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I'm here I'm going to go hiking every
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day at the 47 Bridges and then come
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here this would be really good for my
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soul and I can get to know the place
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better it has a vibe to it the second I
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entered this area and it was just a
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fluke on accident that brought me
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here I just you could feel it like it
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just there's something really special
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about this
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place but I could spend time here in
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different weather and see what it's like
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in the rain
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or I just bet it's so
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cool figure out where some trails are
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there's got to be some around this
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Lake find some cool spots to just hang
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out without all the road
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[Music]
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noise this is my favorite place on Earth
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I have to figure out a way to make that
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happen we are on a
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trail found one that
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is
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spider um 3 miles go down to the
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lake One
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Way 3 miles back
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um it's lot of hiking
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today but I really wanted to be on the
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lake
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so I am the first one on this Trail oh
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my God no doubt about
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it
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oh come
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on
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but boy am I glad to be
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here this is all I got
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hope it's enough cuz we're
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talking think it'll be around 8 when I
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get out of
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here this place has mosquitoes not like
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the other
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place
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which they both have lakes so I don't
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know what the reason
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is yeah I'm getting eaten up by these
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spider webs have to deal with this
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yep I am definitely the First on this
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Trail
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wow God
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damn there was a family that got here
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just as I
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did oh am I making it easy for
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them God dang it nobody uses this
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Trail good to
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know um
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I don't know if um it's going to see
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yeah I see
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you I was going to
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say maybe I would just come here instead
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you know I found a trail takes me down
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to the lake just come
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here this is a little less Pleasant so
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far so I don't know
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wow I'm surprised nobody hikes this
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thing oh this is awful this is
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awful oh my
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God fine I hate doing this stick
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thing I don't have a
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choice this
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is not a
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um commonly hied tril I'm
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surprised this is what you got to do I
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can stick around
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oh cuz you can't actually see them you
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know
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so not all of them not most of
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them it'll be more pleasant on the way
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back it'll be pleasant once we get to
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the
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lake
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yeah I have been
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misled there's no Lake access
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here that was a strenuous
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hike holy
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[ __ ] I moved at a very fast
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pace leave that stick around for three
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miles
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and it's a bunch of switchbacks so it's
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going to be worse on the way back
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because it's um it's an elevation thing
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it's up
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higher thought I'd be sore after my last
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py and then I decided to do this but I
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thought it was a payoff I was going to
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get in that water I was going to strip
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down and get in that water I wanted that
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more than anything
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oh it's right there but Out Of
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Reach those WS are cool that is a
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beautiful view though you can't beat the
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view very
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cool so I'm going to just sit here for a
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while and try
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to just rest
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I would be very surprised if that family
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comes back here that was
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strenuous I have to go
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back that's life maybe it seems Reckless
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but you have to push
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yourself I always have I am
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glistening literally glistening right
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now you just got to push yourself never
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stop when I was a boy scow in Arizona we
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went on these long hikes in the
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desert I'm
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talking I don't even know the whole
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Superstition Mountains however long that
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is days weeks you know and
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just you get into a mindset where you
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just everything else goes away except
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that that hike just putting one foot in
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front of the other it was like that on
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the way back here I had music playing
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though which is nice I was going to the
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beat I was going pretty fast I had a
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fast beat
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so
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um you just put everything elide of your
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mind and just
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go and that's what I'll do on the way
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back and I'll be very drained from it
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and I'll feel very rewarded for it
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because draining your body in that
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way I don't know how to describe it it's
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been a while you know
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so guess I'll tell you
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tomorrow I really want to be on that
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water so
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bad I really wanted to get in that water
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I was going to just jump in there I I
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was so I really
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was oh it would have been so pleasant
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awesome I'm going to have to do some
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research for figure out where there are
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trails that lead to that water that
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water
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access I'm curious like what if you
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wanted to swim like across the lake can
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you really trust the boats not to hit
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you how do people do
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that do they just not even attempted or
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do they have a boat next to
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them cuz I'd like to try that I
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think you'd have to work up to it but
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that would be fun
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I'd like that I like swimming I always
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like swimming I haven't done it a
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lot
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um you know as in all of my adult life I
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don't think I've really swam a whole lot
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I've you
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know I don't know what's happening to me
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I'm
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just I think once
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you accept yourself like I have and that
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wasn't easy you guys watched me struggle
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with
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this
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um do you have the right frame of mind
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would you truly understand yourself and
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accept yourself like truly embrace
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yourself you don't care anymore how you
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look you don't care what other people
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think you just
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don't I notice that when I'm out hiking
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I feel like a kid and I act like like a
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kid sometimes
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and oh I'm almost 50 years
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old and I can't think of a better
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blessing than that
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so remember
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that cuz we all deserve to be happy and
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age does not
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determine what you can and can't do as
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far as your personality and interests
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and I mean obviously we get older this
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was a really strenuous hike for me that
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would have been a lot easier 10 years
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ago well I didn't do it for 10 years I'm
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out of
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shape we give up on ourselves who can't
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do
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that the way I would say it is we all do
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that we all sit down and forget to get
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back up but you're being reminded right
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now get up just get up go do the thing
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because you
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can't you don't have to push yourself as
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hard as I do you could you can push
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yourself harder than I
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do don't underestimate yourself don't
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never do that