[0:06]
hello start here rolling cigarettes I
[0:09]
know you don't all
[0:11]
agree smoking K 16 though that's not
[0:14]
something you quit overnight I guess it
[0:16]
is when you do quit right not there yet
[0:21]
yeah I am vaping a lot more though
[0:24]
especially
[0:25]
indoors so hopefully soon I think I have
[0:29]
like three C into this left just want to
[0:32]
get them rolled up so takes up my space
[0:35]
in
[0:36]
there I just thought maybe I'll talk
[0:38]
about what I plan to do over these next
[0:40]
89 days starting to get busy out here
[0:44]
people coming all over the place
[0:47]
so there a site right next to me it's
[0:50]
pretty close I'm curious how I feel
[0:52]
about that cuz open tent structure
[0:55]
here don't really have any way of like
[0:58]
maybe a tarp or something I how I'd
[1:00]
attach
[1:02]
it it's a nice sight though I do like it
[1:05]
I think I'll be happy here I'm kind of
[1:07]
getting used to other people being
[1:09]
around like I still like my solitude but
[1:12]
you know it's
[1:14]
tolerable um so I'm at this spot for
[1:17]
five weeks I could
[1:19]
have could have moved to if you saw my
[1:22]
other video I could have moved to
[1:24]
like um more natural setting you know
[1:28]
but then my Starling put work I'm kind
[1:30]
of contemplating it cuz it is a tradeoff
[1:33]
picking between the two kind of
[1:35]
sites I think more people are probably
[1:38]
out here
[1:40]
so definitely be more private if you're
[1:43]
out in the
[1:44]
trees maybe Le just chilling down
[1:49]
there but yeah I think for the next
[1:53]
three months it just makees sense for me
[1:54]
to have very good internet for what I'm
[1:57]
doing so there's a lot of things
[2:00]
I have a lot of stuff to do to this RV
[2:03]
was looking at the tires
[2:05]
and I'm really concerned about the ones
[2:08]
on the driver's side where the side
[2:10]
comes out I think maybe the weight or
[2:13]
something they don't look good they
[2:14]
don't look good to me and they're pretty
[2:17]
old tires I think they're like eight
[2:19]
years old maybe I don't have to try to
[2:21]
confirm that but I think they are maybe
[2:24]
it's 6 but it's somewhere between 6 and
[2:28]
8 so
[2:30]
I need to replace them I got to find a
[2:32]
place somewhere around here I can take
[2:34]
it
[2:36]
to one of my stabilizers doesn't work at
[2:39]
all I don't know why I've been
[2:42]
putting those Lego bricks under it but
[2:45]
that's hard to do it's hard
[2:47]
to get the perfect length so that it's
[2:50]
truly acting like a
[2:52]
stabilizer I've been dealing with that
[2:56]
for not sure a while so I really want to
[3:00]
get that fixed um my little step ladder
[3:05]
to the door it only turns on at first I
[3:09]
thought it was completely broken but it
[3:11]
actually does turn on when you're
[3:13]
running on battery power but not when
[3:15]
it's hooked up to shore power to Camp
[3:17]
Crown power I assume that's the same
[3:18]
thing that's Shore power right
[3:22]
so I find that very curious it means
[3:24]
there's a shorten line right there's
[3:25]
probably a shorten line
[3:28]
somewhere um
[3:30]
what else did I need to do this
[3:35]
thing I think those are the main things
[3:38]
like oh I need
[3:40]
to this I can do myself I need to put
[3:43]
these sensors on the tank so that I know
[3:45]
their levels don't know that
[3:48]
yet
[3:50]
and you know obvious I need to get
[3:52]
propane but that's just a normal
[3:58]
task I guess that pretty much covers it
[4:00]
I want someone to look at the slide
[4:03]
where you could see that hole outside
[4:05]
like what is that about just you
[4:08]
know I need to find out if I'm supposed
[4:11]
to grease my slide that's something my
[4:13]
father told me once I looked at it and
[4:16]
it just doesn't look like you grease it
[4:19]
so I I just need to find out I feel like
[4:22]
I just need an rvtech to come out and
[4:24]
help
[4:25]
me um I couldn't put air in the tires on
[4:28]
the driver's side because
[4:30]
I couldn't even find the the nozzle
[4:33]
thing for it
[4:34]
so um it looked really suspicious to me
[4:39]
I truly am like what is going on here
[4:41]
it's a little bit nervous about driving
[4:43]
it here once I discovered that so want
[4:48]
to get that done before I move sights at
[4:50]
least I'm here for 89 days I've got time
[4:52]
to to manage all that and I feel
[4:56]
like you know I need that because when I
[4:59]
start heading to Nevada I mean it's
[5:01]
2,000 mil way I want to I want that
[5:03]
thing in perfect condition you know as
[5:06]
close as I can get
[5:09]
it um I want to replace one of
[5:13]
the the you know the fan vent things
[5:15]
well actually two of them the one in the
[5:17]
bathroom is crap like that one really
[5:19]
needs to just like I want to I want to
[5:23]
get another one that's automatic where
[5:24]
you just press a button and it opens up
[5:27]
and then I could take the one that's
[5:28]
there now but that one in the bathroom
[5:30]
that would work I want to adjust the
[5:33]
camera the back camera I think I know
[5:35]
how to do it I looked at it I just need
[5:37]
to climb up there um it looks like it's
[5:41]
adjustable you can just adjust it with
[5:43]
but you need like a tool I just need to
[5:44]
make sure I have the right kind of
[5:47]
tool so I wanted these are all things I
[5:49]
want to do on here as far as you know
[5:52]
just AR maintenance so oh I definitely
[5:55]
want to get it to a mercedesbenz shop
[5:57]
and just have them look it over make
[5:59]
sure everything
[6:00]
good um change the oil you know just
[6:04]
stuff like that
[6:06]
and just look at it and let me know is
[6:09]
everything good on this thing from that
[6:12]
perspective just I want to I want to
[6:14]
feel like I covered all the bases if you
[6:17]
can think anything else let me know cuz
[6:19]
I really really want to do everything
[6:21]
possible I'm
[6:22]
here cuz it's going to be a remarkable
[6:28]
Journey um I don't I don't know how fast
[6:30]
I'll get there I'm going to do a lot of
[6:31]
planning on here um I don't know that
[6:35]
we'll make like a straight shot
[6:38]
there I me because I guess I could do
[6:41]
that but I'm calling it a pilgrimage
[6:43]
because that's what it feels like to me
[6:45]
I feel
[6:46]
like I feel like I've been lost my whole
[6:50]
life I've just always felt like I was
[6:53]
out of Stu with the world and I I don't
[6:58]
I just all my life and it's like like
[6:59]
I'm 47 now right and it's just
[7:02]
like shouldn't I have found my place by
[7:05]
now you know I'm
[7:08]
questioning I'm just questioning
[7:10]
everything these days so I just want to
[7:14]
go to this place and do some stargazing
[7:16]
and then contemplate and probably talk
[7:19]
about those topics on camera you know
[7:21]
and see what comes out of it I'm hoping
[7:24]
for a transformation that's that's the
[7:27]
idea I've never
[7:32]
I assume this is accurate information
[7:34]
I'm giving you I've never
[7:36]
seen I don't know if you can see it on
[7:39]
this side of the
[7:42]
um you know the north side of Earth or
[7:44]
if it's only in the southern
[7:46]
hemisphere but you know I've seen images
[7:48]
of our night sky and it's got like this
[7:53]
there's a reason they call the Milky Way
[7:54]
I've never seen that you know um in real
[7:57]
life and I'm just wondering could I see
[7:59]
that that in Nevada at this place they
[8:00]
say it's the best stargazing in the
[8:01]
whole country darkest Skies that sort of
[8:04]
thing right
[8:06]
so I just want to see it with my own
[8:09]
eyes I want to I just want to experience
[8:12]
it and probably I'll try to get a
[8:15]
telescope before I go I've always been
[8:17]
interested in that I just never pursued
[8:20]
it um nothing expensive I couldn't
[8:23]
afforded at this point but something you
[8:26]
know maybe I could check out Venus you
[8:28]
know and Mars and
[8:29]
that would be so cool I would love that
[8:33]
actually knowing me I try to stare at
[8:35]
the sun though I actually did that once
[8:37]
not with a telescope
[8:39]
but um I think I damaged my eyes but
[8:44]
yeah don't do
[8:47]
that
[8:50]
just it's really important to
[8:53]
me there's for so many reasons this trip
[8:55]
is going to teach
[8:57]
me um how to truly live this lifestyle I
[9:01]
mean I'll learn a lot here in these next
[9:02]
3 months right but I will learn other
[9:05]
things on the
[9:07]
road and I'm going to really plan it out
[9:10]
I'm going to know where I'm going you
[9:12]
know every step of the way I'm going to
[9:13]
know every gas station I'm going to
[9:15]
everything I'm going to thoroughly plan
[9:17]
it
[9:18]
out
[9:21]
so if they're stops along the way I'm
[9:24]
just not sure about that I got to kind
[9:26]
of think about that cuz I don't want
[9:28]
taking forever I mean going to be here
[9:29]
for 3 months and this
[9:31]
is
[9:33]
so for sometime in August right um means
[9:38]
I probably get there in
[9:41]
September maybe even
[9:43]
October I bet that's a good time of year
[9:46]
to be there though I think I'm really
[9:48]
going to like it I'm I'm looking forward
[9:50]
to this so those are all the RV aspects
[9:54]
I'd say that I can think of at the
[9:56]
moment um
[9:59]
the rest
[10:00]
is so I'm really I'm only going to have
[10:03]
two channels this one and my my gaming
[10:05]
channel which is Minecraft mostly for
[10:08]
now um I decided why would I have a
[10:11]
hiking Channel I'm Outdoors like if I go
[10:14]
hiking it's on this channel why would I
[10:16]
have an arts and craft Channel I don't
[10:17]
do it enough like when I do do it it
[10:19]
makes sense to put it here it's an
[10:21]
expression to myself so it's all going
[10:23]
to be here minus the gaming so you know
[10:27]
I'm planning a lot of content around
[10:29]
that and a whole lot around my gaming
[10:31]
channel CU I really am hoping I'm really
[10:34]
hoping to do something with that you
[10:35]
know I have some
[10:37]
ideas on maybe how I could monetize what
[10:41]
I'm doing so that it will help make my
[10:43]
life easier I'm going to run out of
[10:45]
money if I don't figure something out
[10:49]
so um my client that I had for 10 years
[10:53]
he says everything's fine I'm you
[10:56]
know um I don't need to worry too much
[10:59]
right
[11:00]
now
[11:02]
um so I have time I have time but I
[11:07]
don't have a lot of time
[11:10]
um and I'm just contemplating different
[11:12]
things like I was thinking about writing
[11:14]
a book about my life I actually started
[11:15]
thinking about I've always wanted to do
[11:17]
that my whole life I wanted to I don't
[11:19]
know why just that's the thing I've
[11:21]
always wanted to do I have a lot of
[11:24]
stuff that I could reference you know I
[11:27]
have journals going back so long s um I
[11:31]
have a I have a bag just full of
[11:32]
memories those are the only things I
[11:34]
kept for my
[11:36]
house
[11:38]
and I've had an amazing life it's been
[11:42]
hard being the kind of person I
[11:47]
am but it's been interesting and I
[11:50]
thought you know what if I mean I could
[11:53]
sell my book maybe some of you guys will
[11:55]
buy it um and someone gave me an idea
[11:58]
they said why not start start a patreon
[12:00]
and give early access to the chapters I
[12:02]
write things like that and I don't know
[12:05]
maybe I don't know like I would like to
[12:07]
start a patreon but only if I can figure
[12:10]
out a way to give you guys value like I
[12:12]
can't just ask for money I can't so I
[12:16]
have to be able to find a way to give
[12:18]
you guys value and I haven't figured
[12:20]
that out yet with my gaming channel I
[12:22]
have some ideas on that like I was
[12:23]
thinking maybe I do like create some
[12:25]
mods as a programmer you know I just
[12:26]
maybe I'll create some mods I have some
[12:28]
ideas on mods at like to make for
[12:30]
Minecraft um so that's a that's a
[12:33]
possibility but you know that's months
[12:35]
down the road my first Minecraft video
[12:39]
nobody subscribed from it so um it's
[12:42]
going to be challenging but I'm not
[12:43]
giving up I'm I'm going to pursue this
[12:47]
and see where it takes
[12:50]
me
[12:52]
um I do feel like I'm starting
[12:55]
to I don't know where those second
[12:57]
thoughts were coming from honestly
[13:00]
I think about it
[13:03]
cuz well I hate my bad even after
[13:06]
changing the mattress I hate that thing
[13:08]
it is I started sleeping on the other
[13:09]
way did not help at all so I don't know
[13:13]
what to do that I don't know what to do
[13:16]
I'm not getting enough sleep I'm not so
[13:19]
I used to sleep so well I miss that I
[13:22]
miss being able to
[13:24]
sleep oh I hate that
[13:27]
bed so I don't know um you know some
[13:33]
things are a real challenge like I'm I'm
[13:35]
not a cook I don't know how to cook
[13:37]
anything and I can't order door Dash
[13:39]
anymore it's starve to death out
[13:42]
here especially because I'm so afraid to
[13:44]
get propane you know so
[13:48]
I'm it's an adjustment for me I know
[13:51]
that my challenges are not going to be
[13:53]
everybody's challenges I know this but I
[13:55]
do think that everybody has challenges
[13:57]
you know yours will be different but
[13:59]
you'll have them and I think it helps to
[14:01]
see my challenges and me trying to
[14:03]
overcome them and all of that right you
[14:06]
might have a different challenge but
[14:07]
you'll you know you'll know you can do
[14:09]
it
[14:11]
um it was so easy to level this thing I
[14:15]
used to be afraid of that you know
[14:17]
emptying my tanks before I before I came
[14:20]
here yesterday super simple not an issue
[14:23]
at all um boy was I afraid to do that
[14:27]
you know that was nothing the the place
[14:30]
like just down this street here this
[14:31]
little road um just a little ways on
[14:34]
this is interesting I thought um I don't
[14:37]
know like five seven maybe like seven
[14:39]
sights down um is where the what do you
[14:42]
call it um where you empty your tanks
[14:44]
whatever that is um it's right there uh
[14:49]
basically you cannot get if somebody has
[14:51]
to empty their tanks you're stuck
[14:53]
waiting behind them you can't get down
[14:54]
the
[14:55]
road like I'm just waiting to see what
[14:58]
happens this weekend and sort of like
[15:00]
some mini drama or something right um
[15:04]
but you know I don't think you know if I
[15:06]
had when I have to go and empty my tanks
[15:08]
I just go right down there you know it
[15:10]
doesn't take long and then turn around
[15:13]
come back now I think my next challenge
[15:16]
will
[15:17]
be I didn't reverse in here very well I
[15:20]
guess I should tell you guys this so
[15:22]
that was raining right
[15:25]
and I didn't know what to do with my
[15:27]
Jeep because
[15:29]
I didn't want to block the road I didn't
[15:31]
even know about that thing yet but I
[15:33]
didn't want to block the road like what
[15:35]
are you what is the protocol what are
[15:37]
you supposed to do um when you need to
[15:40]
back into a site and you're towing
[15:42]
something right I I truly don't know so
[15:45]
but you know nobody was here and it was
[15:47]
like okay so I detached my Jeep I forgot
[15:50]
to put the parking brake on and it
[15:51]
started rolling backwards I freaked out
[15:55]
I ran towards it open the door and I was
[15:58]
going to hit the break right but my
[16:01]
um that device thing was hooked up to
[16:04]
and I was like oh no what do I do and
[16:06]
then I had the parking break that was
[16:07]
fun and right across the way is where
[16:10]
the um volunteer um park manager is I'm
[16:15]
like I'm hoping he didn't see that that
[16:16]
was embarrassing that's what I was going
[16:18]
to get to so after I get all that done I
[16:21]
you know and I'm parked my Jeep to the
[16:23]
site next to
[16:24]
mine
[16:26]
I get ready to reverse into here I
[16:29]
thought I'm doing really good right and
[16:31]
then I you know I stop and I get out and
[16:33]
check just to make sure I'm by
[16:35]
myself and I was in the grass like way
[16:38]
in the grass I wasn't even near the path
[16:41]
like not at all and it was a really hard
[16:43]
angle I and I'm going to have to do that
[16:46]
again it's a hard angle I don't know how
[16:48]
people I'm going to watch people that's
[16:49]
what I'm going to do cuz they all have
[16:51]
to do it around here I'll be watching
[16:54]
people so anyways um you know empty the
[16:58]
tanks come back around the next
[17:00]
challenge including you know backing on
[17:02]
that's com challenge um we'll be backing
[17:04]
up perfectly to end up back on my Lego
[17:08]
break so that I stay level right so that
[17:10]
would be
[17:11]
interesting um just you know in and out
[17:14]
in and out until you get it right
[17:16]
so maybe I'll get better with that over
[17:18]
time I don't know some of these people
[17:21]
they're just so good at well they always
[17:22]
have a
[17:24]
helper there's somebody guiding that
[17:26]
person
[17:29]
just me you know that does present a
[17:34]
challenge but you know they're minor
[17:38]
things they're truly minor don't think
[17:40]
that they're big deals they're not and
[17:42]
let me tell you something let's say
[17:44]
there were people around seeing me do
[17:46]
this I you know I would care I'm going
[17:48]
to be honest um probably but I wouldn't
[17:52]
let to stop me right and then I would
[17:54]
tell myself whatever they don't remember
[17:56]
you know like this is just
[18:00]
you got to learn somehow right they all
[18:03]
had to learn somehow it's a challenge
[18:05]
for all of us so like because I I
[18:08]
remember this one guy was walking by my
[18:11]
RV um with his wife I assume it was his
[18:14]
wife at the last Campground and he was
[18:17]
snickering as he was looking at my
[18:20]
um my stabilizers I don't think you
[18:23]
realized one of them wouldn't come down
[18:25]
I did the best I could you know people
[18:27]
are just judgmental just got to ignore
[18:29]
it he's just trying to sound impressive
[18:32]
to his wife you know and it's like you
[18:34]
don't sound impressive you just sound
[18:36]
like a a
[18:38]
jerk
[18:40]
so you
[18:42]
know uh you
[18:44]
just so I don't mind I'll get out of my
[18:47]
vehicle a bunch of times and check I
[18:48]
mean that's what you should do just be
[18:50]
safe and and do your best and hopefully
[18:53]
hopefully it gets better I don't know
[18:54]
cuz I haven't done it enough but you
[18:56]
know I'll probably have to do it every
[18:58]
couple weeks at um I mean I don't know
[19:01]
if it'll it won't be a weekly thing I
[19:02]
don't think I don't use the tanks enough
[19:03]
for that but you know maybe every 10
[19:06]
days or something like
[19:09]
that so I don't want to just ramble to
[19:12]
you guys I'm going to I'll cut it here
[19:14]
and um I hope this video is of some
[19:18]
value to you did I say everything I
[19:20]
wanted
[19:22]
to I guess I did I mean there's a lot I
[19:26]
want to do here over the next 90 days
[19:27]
it's not like I'm just just going to be
[19:29]
sitting around doing nothing I want you
[19:31]
guys to know that this the pause it's a
[19:35]
pause
[19:37]
um but it's also not right it's just
[19:41]
it's a change of pace it's it's just
[19:44]
something that I need and I think it's
[19:47]
important to document that too
[19:50]
because you need to know that you can do
[19:52]
that you need to know that it's okay um
[19:56]
slow down if you need to
[19:58]
you know don't feel like don't
[20:02]
rush don't rush anything really just
[20:06]
give give yourself the time you need to
[20:08]
do the things you need to
[20:10]
do I'll end it there you guys have a
[20:13]
good day good weekend
