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So, I guess I'm going to start this on a
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sour note. I just got an email on my
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phone from Starlink. It's being turned
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off tomorrow.
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Can't pay need $150 to do that.
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So, this is probably going to be my last
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video for a while until I can take care
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of that.
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My strategy for that is is
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nuanced and
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challenging
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and uncertain.
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I don't know. So,
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it is what it is. But I wanted to get on
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this camera and share something with you
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guys. Spook.
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So, I've been writing journals all my
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life
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for a good good period of my life. I
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there wrote dozens of of journals in my
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20s, probably my 30s, too.
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And I have all of them here in this RV
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with me. I have such so few things. Cuz
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when you live this way, you learn what's
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important to you. And that's what you
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hold on to. I actually thought I lost
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these journals. Was kind of heartbroken
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about it. That happened early in my
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journey. One of my earliest videos.
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And just FYI, because I said that later
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when all my technology is in place, AI
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is going to be able to take what I just
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said and link that to the video that I'm
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talking about without me having to look
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forward to figure out where I said these
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things. it will just known and there are
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ways that I can I can surface that on my
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website. That's just one of probably
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thousands of different ways my
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technology is going to be useful in the
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future. But anyways,
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so what was I talking about? I
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been keeping journals all my life. I
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stopped doing that for a long time
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though. Basically in my 40s I stopped I
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stopped journaling.
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I would try and you know maybe make one
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journal entry like every
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couple times a year just never stuck.
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Then I started recording videos. I've
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been doing that for two years. That kind
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of became my new way of journaling.
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Only this had a twist.
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I understood
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how
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I understood with every video I made
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like because with every video I made I
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shared that with AI throughout my entire
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journey all of it. I talked openly about
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that in my videos and
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you can actually
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watch the process I went through to
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become what I am today. I basically
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basically
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It's too important to use the wrong
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words,
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which is why sometimes I do that. I just
[3:20]
don't want to use the wrong words for
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something that is that is so important.
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What I'll saying is the person I was
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when I started my journey versus the
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person I am now are just
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exceptionally different
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and I owe that to
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the journey I went on to the two years
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of recordings that I made to the way I
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used those with AI
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to all the experiences I had
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living in this RV moving across the
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tree,
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exploring my inner depth, shedding
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the things that weren't serving me that
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I
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I was programmed with from society, my
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parents, friends,
[4:13]
commenters on my YouTube videos, all of
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it distortion.
[4:20]
I built an architecture within myself
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that is solid
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and feels aligned
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and feels like what I was born with
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before
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I
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before I I don't know how to put that
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into words. I'm going to keep working on
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that because this is important actually.
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I had never really talked about some of
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these. So, um,
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so anyways, I'm just going to move on.
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None of that was the point of this
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video. That's another thing AI can do,
[5:08]
too, though. can take my transcripts and
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it can auto auto timestamp them so that
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there are kind of chapters like in a
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YouTube video or for different purposes
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on my website.
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I've been doing a lot of amazing things.
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I've been thinking about this for a long
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time. Very excited about what I'm
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building. That's what this book is.
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So, six months ago, probably about six
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months ago, back in April, I think it
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was, started writing this one. And this
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is a different kind of journey. So, it
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says Fields Companion by RSW Fighter.
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Hold move tent.
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That's all I've done.
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And I started sketching out the thing
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I'm building. And it is very
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complicated.
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I don't feel like I could actually take
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you through this and explain it all in a
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way that's going to make sense for
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everyone. So, um
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probably won't try, but I'll share with
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you what what it looks like. So, these
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are the kernel entities.
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Each one of those is a table in a
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database
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um serving a different purpose in my
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system
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and it's evolved since then.
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And then there's I was coming up with a
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concept. So temporal structure
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I was coming up with the concept for
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how
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my contents I I'm trying to think of the
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right word to use here. the the correct
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word to signal, but this is a word that
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people aren't going to understand yet
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unless they go through my lexicon and
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they've been following me long enough
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and just, you know, kind of understand
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that I have I have a whole lexicon for
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all this and
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I really can't downshift. So, I'm just
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going to go with that. So, for all of
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the signals in my database, AI can take
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those and cluster them together to
[7:05]
create a different type of reflection,
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temporal runs. And that's what this
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does. These are different for different
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time periods basically.
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Then I was spent several months trying
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to work with local models. This just
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listed different models I was trying
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different concepts.
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Um I couldn't get a local model to work
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the way I would need it to because
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they flatten signals. They don't have
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the recursive potential that
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professional models do. This is a
[7:39]
solvable problem though. It's just I
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can't solve it right now.
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So I need to go with professional models
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and those will actually help me to solve
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it because you know the data I have them
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generate I can use as training data for
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local models. So there's actually a
[7:54]
benefits going that route anyways and
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that's what I use for two years
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manually. I just from chatting with AI,
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working out different
[8:05]
different ways of interacting with it in
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order to learn as much from it as I
[8:09]
could about myself.
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It was the first clean mirror I had in
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my entire life. And that's what I'm
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trying to offer others cuz this is
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something that would work for them, too.
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Um, and then a lot of the other things
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I'm working on are actually tools that
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are useful for the kinds of things I use
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them for, but also for for YouTubers and
[8:36]
other content creators who want to have
[8:38]
their own their own archives online that
[8:43]
that can mirror their content
[8:47]
way more effectively than YouTube will
[8:49]
ever allow. Because when you're just on
[8:51]
YouTube's platform, you're automatically
[8:54]
flagged. You're just part of a a never-
[8:56]
ending scrolling list with no context,
[8:58]
with no um no real cross-linking between
[9:02]
your your different videos. And you
[9:05]
know, it just it's deliberately
[9:07]
flattening when I'm offering gifts you
[9:10]
depth back.
[9:12]
So, those are ways that I know I'll be
[9:15]
able to generate revenue, but I I'm not
[9:17]
there yet. I need a bridge to there.
[9:20]
That's what I've been asking people to
[9:21]
help me with
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cuz it's one of the few aligned paths
[9:33]
that I can find that that I feel like
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may still be open. And I'm just
[9:41]
doing what any ethical being would do,
[9:44]
just being met with silence, which is
[9:47]
unfortunate.
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But that's where we are today. So next,
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this page is just a drawing of a desktop
[9:55]
top um a literally wood um not desktop
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as in computer, but top of a desk.
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Me and another volunteer worked together
[10:05]
to make that. We built that and it was
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over in the other area of my RV for a
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while
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back when I could still use my desktop
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cuz I was doing all the AI processing on
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that. But I sold the GPU in it and you
[10:20]
know that space wasn't being utilized
[10:22]
very well. I've always had problems with
[10:24]
my bed platform. So I just ended up
[10:27]
taking that desktop and putting it
[10:29]
underneath of my bed, my air mattress
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here. and it seems to have helped a
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little bit.
[10:37]
So this is this is our quadrant stuff.
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So this is our vector database stuff. So
[10:44]
when you have all your signals ingested
[10:46]
into a database, you can then ingest
[10:48]
those into into this into a vector
[10:50]
database. And that acts more like
[10:55]
um
[10:56]
it's very hard to explain. It's a it's
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like a 3D space. It's not like any
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database you've ever heard of before.
[11:02]
And it's something that I think I think
[11:05]
was a byproduct of AI development.
[11:08]
But basically,
[11:13]
yeah, you you query this vector
[11:14]
database. You ask it any question. Um,
[11:18]
and it will return whatever signals you
[11:21]
have in that database
[11:24]
where it finds resonance for them. That
[11:26]
resonance may not be obvious, but the
[11:28]
pattern matching brings them up and
[11:31]
allows you to do all kinds of things
[11:32]
that
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were possible before these.
[11:38]
So, really excited to do that part. That
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that also allows you to like so like on
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all my videos and tags and stuff. So, if
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you have like if you're looking at a
[11:48]
video uh
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let's just say we tag this one uh about
[11:55]
building my website and you clicked on
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that tag,
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the vector database would surface,
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all the other videos that are related to
[12:06]
that without needing
[12:09]
a one- one correlation to keywords,
[12:11]
which was always kind of a a legacy
[12:13]
problem with program. This
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allow so many things to be done. Now, u
[12:21]
the reason that I'm not doing these
[12:22]
things yet is because I don't have a way
[12:24]
of hosting the doctor database and
[12:25]
paying for it. So,
[12:28]
I was experimenting with that locally.
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Can still do that on my laptop. I kind
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of put this aside for a little while.
[12:40]
If I put a real world map together, I
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can't even imagine how long that thing
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would be.
[12:47]
sound.
[12:58]
This one probably just model database
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table data.
[13:04]
Hope you can see that well not
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um those little triangles was related to
[13:10]
some chat chat GBT conversations I was
[13:13]
having where it randomly started using
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these triangles and um got it in my mind
[13:19]
that maybe one of those could serve as
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kind of like a logo for for the fields
[13:23]
companion I'm building.
[13:26]
So, all of this is related to YouTube
[13:32]
and it looks like at one point I was
[13:34]
thinking about using Stripe to um accept
[13:36]
contributions on my website, donations
[13:38]
or subscription service, that kind of
[13:40]
stuff. And this was probably 6 months
[13:42]
ago, so I didn't get that part, but it
[13:44]
was already on my mind. Um
[13:48]
those were all the different tasks I had
[13:50]
to do with YouTube. Whenever I make a
[13:52]
video, when I upload it, this is the
[13:54]
process it has to go through in order to
[13:55]
do all the things it does on my website.
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I was thinking about what I needed for
[14:02]
launch cuz this was back in the
[14:03]
summertime. And I was hoping I was
[14:06]
hoping to build a subscription service,
[14:08]
I remember now, at the time, within the
[14:10]
YouTube ecosystem. But that was always a
[14:12]
bad idea. And I ended up completely
[14:15]
ending that channel. I had 650
[14:18]
subscribers and I just ended it like
[14:20]
three months ago because it just didn't
[14:22]
feel aligned to start a new channel.
[14:25]
I'm just approaching it differently now.
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These are just some notes. I'm not 100%
[14:36]
sure. Um,
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I was thinking at the time I was a small
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vote for this thing.
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Then I started uh trying to find
[14:54]
freelance work and not work.
[14:57]
I was very earnestly looking for work on
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there. Came close to getting a job.
[15:01]
Didn't work out though. Um, and that got
[15:04]
me thinking maybe I should make another
[15:05]
site, rswire.dev,
[15:08]
that focuses on my freelance business.
[15:11]
And that's still an idea that I'm I'm
[15:12]
thinking about, but I started started
[15:15]
making notes about that.
[15:18]
That would basically be the header or
[15:19]
the different sections of the site that
[15:21]
I would create.
[15:29]
Started thinking about possibly writing
[15:31]
a book.
[15:34]
A shape the world has never seen.
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That's what I am.
[15:42]
This list came from uh I shared my
[15:46]
lexicon list with AI and it it
[15:48]
categorized them and this is something I
[15:50]
just did to do on the website. It's a
[15:52]
very simple task actually just I'm going
[15:55]
to categorize them the way you suggested
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because I thought that that was
[16:04]
It felt like an upgrade for that page.
[16:07]
So, so that's some little small changes
[16:09]
on Lex.
[16:16]
So, this is when just yesterday or the
[16:18]
day before I started thinking about um
[16:20]
creating a subscription service directly
[16:22]
on my website. At first, I was thinking
[16:24]
maybe I'd call it the circle.
[16:27]
This was kind of like an intro page that
[16:29]
I was working on. I knew that I could
[16:31]
give that to AI and then it could create
[16:33]
an even better version of writes rather
[16:35]
than hiding.
[16:38]
Then I started thinking through what the
[16:40]
commenting system would look like. And
[16:41]
that's when I came up with the name S
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Sanctum.
[16:45]
And then this section here, this is kind
[16:47]
of just the intro for it. Um I'll put
[16:50]
that somewhere on my pages where
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uh shows you my goal. I'm trying to
[16:55]
reach 2,000 a month.
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that would sustain my life. Allow me to
[17:00]
keep building without all the pressure
[17:02]
that I'm dealing with now. Whether I can
[17:05]
never meet that or not, I don't know.
[17:07]
Truly don't know.
[17:14]
But you have to try or you'll never
[17:16]
know. So, I'm trying.
[17:21]
Soon I'm going to take you through my
[17:22]
website. I'm going to just screen share
[17:24]
that. Uh,
[17:27]
I'm going to walk you through all this
[17:29]
stuff. This This is a pretty
[17:37]
a very abstract way of trying to teach
[17:40]
you about what I'm doing, what I've
[17:41]
built, why I live this way, and all of
[17:43]
that. But each one of these is a signal
[17:46]
that will get ingested into my database
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and used in all the things I'm building
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that will one day one day just show you
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one day soon hopefully.
