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good morning fellow
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humans today is the beginning of the
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next chapter of my life and it's a big
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deal because come
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tomorrow I start living off
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grid as a way of
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life I'm going to do this in with
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intentionality taking you down to the
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ocean by the
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way I'm going to do this with
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intention in a structured way I'm going
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to start on the National Force
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campgrounds I'll still be on campsites
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but there will be no water or power I'll
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be off grid I'm going to learn to live
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that
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way and then at some point in the future
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I will pivot to start uh dry docking
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maybe in the National Forest off the
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campgrounds different places on the
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coast
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but I need to do it the right
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way H my music is a little loud to
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okay come
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on I had to fix my music goes a little
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bit loud I couldn't even hear myself
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think so we're going down to the
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ocean I swear I practically worship this
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thing
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it's I just think of it as the most
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amazing force on the
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planet practically rever it I do rever
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it almost like it were a
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goddess and it makes me
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feel
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whole so we're doing that first thing
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this
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morning and I wanted to talk about some
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things along the
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way so yesterday I asked for help and
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somebody did help me his name is Keith
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thank you
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he sent me $100 I use that to book my
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campground at the national forest for 4
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days that's how much time I have so far
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if anyone else can help I'd greatly
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appreciate
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it it's like22 to $25 a night there's a
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couple of different campgrounds so I
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have to
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um skip between um hop between I
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can't you know
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so it's
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affordable I need some help right now
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and that's something I want to talk
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about
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so oh here's John some John site is a
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volunteer we'll see him later today he's
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going to help me
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um he's going to shave my hair for me
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he's never done it in his life I'll show
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him how I'm going to record it I think
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it'll just be
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fun defin I need a haircut so bad so
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I've asked him to do it because I don't
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want to snag my earrings um some of my
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piercings are new and they would
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it' be real bad if that happened and
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I've done it before so been holding off
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anyways okay so here's what I wanted to
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talk
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about and I'll probably make a more
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formal video at some point cuz I'm just
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you know getting off topic like I
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usually
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do but let me tell you what my plans
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are so you probably know well some of
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you know that never really thought of
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myself as a YouTuber that's
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I'm not on here performing I'm just
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being myself sharing my life with others
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trying to build a
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community that's not
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changing but I am going to embrace it
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I'm in I'm in the public Spotlight a
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little bit I'm a small Channel but I'm a
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known quantity on this Coast in some
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places so I might as well Embrace
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that um I have a membership
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service um hold on there's a very cute
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guy up here h human detected got to
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pause this okay say good morning D had a
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little puppy it's
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cute
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um so because what I'm doing
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involves um learning new skills I'm
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going to be sharing that process with
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you and whenever I did that in the past
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I got a lot of superficial comments from
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people giving advice that I didn't want
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that I didn't ask
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for that I don't feel alliance with the
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kind of person I am
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and so I'm going to put that content
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behind my subscription
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service that's not on right now because
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YouTube needed me to fix a problem with
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my AdSense account which I did this
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morning but once that's
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available um I hope some of you will
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sign
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up there's different tiers but I'm going
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to make all my content
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available
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um so I have 650 videos most of them are
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are unlisted right now now I'm going to
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put them behind the subscription server
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you can see my life all the way to the
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past
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year they'll be behind
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that I'm also going to build the website
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I was talking about that's going to be
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part of my
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community and anyone who helps me in any
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way that I talk about in this video or
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in the
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future um I'll get invited to it when
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it's
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readyy
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um another way you could help me is I'm
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going to make an Amazon wish list cuz
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there are things I need um things I
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already know I need so I need new
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shoes um I've had these ones for 3
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months and the left one is already
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tearing into my foot been having to put
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a Band-Aid on it to try to protect
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it and I just need new shoes I need an
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extension cord cuz I was thinking about
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my
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inverter um I need a waterproof
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extension
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cord
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um just some basic things
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so I'll make a pretty
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like make a wish list that covers all
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the different things um from the
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smallest to the biggest
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because um sort of like a map of the
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things that I'm trying to do even on my
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own so I'm not just looking for charity
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here that's not how I work not how I've
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ever
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worked um I'm just giving you a way of
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um it's an energetic exchange it's a way
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for us
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to um
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build ties between each other that
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matter I share my life with you not just
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to share it for superficial reasons but
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because I think my life matters and I
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think that it inspires people and I
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think it's important and I think I'm
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teaching
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skills I'm showing you what it looks
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like to move ahead with Integrity no
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matter what happens to you no matter
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what happens in the world to learn new
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skills
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to embrace life to the fullest to be
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joyous cuz that's who I am and I know
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that's what comes
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through and
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so if I inspire you if my life matters
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to you these are ways you can
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help so with this Amazon wish list I'll
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link it to a post office boxy where I'm
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at wherever I'm at and for now that's
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Lakeside cuz cuz when I leave tomorrow
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that's where I'll be and I already have
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a post office
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there um I'll also include that address
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in the descriptions of my videos moving
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forward so if you want to send anything
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there you can if you send a package I
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would suggest letting me know in a
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comment or something cuz I know that
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post office
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rules um they'll return items if I don't
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get them quickly enough every post
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office seems to be a little bit
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different about this so just let me know
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to expect
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it um
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okay what
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else um financial support is needed
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because I need to pay for the camp ROM
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fees groceries things that you know
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require
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money um again not just looking for
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handouts here though um I got my Guru
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confix I'm going to start looking for
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work
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immediately I'm not going to take on
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long-term projects cuz that's not the
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future I'm trying to build
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but it is something I need so I'll I'll
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look for
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short-term work that I can do to make
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extra money um think of it as a
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technical version of being a
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handyman CU I'm building something
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different something that
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matters something this world needs
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something this world's got to need more
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and
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more as as we keep going
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feel really good about all
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this um I think that's
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everything I'll try to structure this
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you know in a video at some point but
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just keep an eye out you know I'll I'm
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sure I'll mention it when things you
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know I have access to different things
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like when my YouTube Eon is fixed or um
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you know also here when I
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um find work things like that
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cuz I'll keep you
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updated but my more vulnerable content
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is definitely going behind the
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subscription service I want people to
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witness my life to engage with it with
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respect and I don't get that when I just
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post them randomly to YouTube because
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random people show up and they
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leave they leave superficial comments
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this is just the way it
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is and I'm setting a
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boundary I want you in my life
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but it has to be with my boundaries
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intact
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always again Keith thank you so
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much you restored my faith in humanity
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you really
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did
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and here's the ocean
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let me just end with this I'm so sorry
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for the
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sniffles U my sinuses are just a mess on
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the coast I took three different
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medicines this morning they haven't
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kicked in yet they don't actually do a
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whole lot
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but the best I could do I don't know if
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it'll be seasonal what it's going to be
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you know cuz it started in January and
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it hasn't let up since so some days are
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better than others I was hoping once I
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got outside the dunes it would get
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better I didn't and now I'm going right
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back to the dunes so it doesn't
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matter
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um it's another thing I'm navigating