Relocating to Off-Grid Site at Lagoon Campground

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[0:01] I think I just had the best shower of my
[0:03] entire
[0:04] life. The water pressure in that thing
[0:06] was so high that I was worried it was
[0:09] going to hurt my earrings. I used my
[0:10] hand to protect it from the water. It
[0:13] was that it was so high. I just got a
[0:17] check. Oh man. Like it had to have
[0:20] been that can't be normal. Like it was
[0:23] so high. I'm not complaining. That was
[0:25] awesome. Um went through the hot water
[0:28] very fast.
[0:30] So, so showers are about to
[0:34] become a real luxury for me cuz they're
[0:36] not going to be on my next campground. I
[0:38] do know that there's a place in town. I
[0:40] remember seeing a sign that said
[0:41] something like laundry and showers. So,
[0:44] there is
[0:46] somewhere. So, you know, I'm getting
[0:50] myself ready for my new off-grid life.
[0:53] And I just this shower
[0:56] like oh man it's worth commemorating. I
[0:59] hope I come back here and I still like
[1:02] this cuz I'm going to be without power.
[1:04] I'm going to layer shirts I think. Um I
[1:08] got two on and this sweater here I'm
[1:11] going to put on
[1:12] afterwards.
[1:14] Um when I first noticed that I have like
[1:17] wrinkles around my eyes that really
[1:19] concerned me cuz I think I'm pretty
[1:21] beautiful.
[1:23] But that kind of I don't like it at all.
[1:26] I don't mind that I'm getting older, but
[1:28] that really bothers me when I smile and
[1:30] stuff. I got these wrinkles around my
[1:32] eyes. You can see them right there. So,
[1:34] I started putting some things on my
[1:35] face. I never did this my whole
[1:37] life. I'm just going to show you. So, I
[1:40] got this
[1:43] niainamide
[1:46] and hyaluric acid. They come in these
[1:49] little droplet things and you just put
[1:51] it on your face. Then I put this
[1:55] on. It's a
[1:58] moisturizer. And after I do that, I use
[2:00] this pen looking thing under my
[2:04] eyes. And then I put this microsculpting
[2:07] eye swirl on. And it these two things
[2:09] actually help a lot. They will make the
[2:11] bags under my eyes go away for a while.
[2:13] It's very cool.
[2:14] Um, and then I put this on leave-in
[2:17] conditioner in my
[2:21] hair. Um, but I'm finding it's very
[2:23] difficult to do that in a shower house.
[2:25] Grab this little mirror here. I'll show
[2:27] you. Going to do it right here. This is
[2:30] not working so well. It's kind of hard
[2:31] to see. I'm not doing as good a job when
[2:34] I put it on. I'm not sure if um I'll
[2:37] either adapt to that and keep doing it
[2:39] in here in shower houses when I have
[2:41] when I have um when they're accessible
[2:43] to me.
[2:44] or I'll shower in here and then do it in
[2:46] my RV in my
[2:48] bathroom, which that might be the better
[2:50] route. I'm not sure. I guess it depends
[2:52] because, you know, I don't have any
[2:53] running water now. So if I had better
[2:55] batteries and I was running my water
[2:57] pump then maybe
[3:00] um but even without it you know this is
[3:03] me just um this is how I think
[3:07] through the different paths available to
[3:10] me and try to decide what feels like
[3:12] integration you know this is how I try
[3:14] to integrate these things into my life
[3:17] and I'm not there yet it's a process
[3:19] it's iterative and I'm just sharing it
[3:21] with you know at least I'm trying. So,
[3:25] got to get this stuff on my face and
[3:27] head out. It's a new
[3:28] day. So, I pulled into this um pullth
[3:31] through site to um hook up my Jeep.
[3:34] There's a ranger coming. I got to demand
[3:36] my camera. So embarrassing,
[3:40] [Applause]
[3:41] man. Anyways, if I had a tripod, I could
[3:45] show you guys me hooking up my Jeep cuz
[3:47] it's so fun. It is easy. It doesn't take
[3:50] long at all. It's a very quick thing.
[3:51] There are six pieces that I have to grab
[3:54] every time for the back of my Jeep. Put
[3:56] them put it all together really
[3:59] easy. Um, I'll show you
[4:03] after. That was my site right there. I'm
[4:05] going to say goodbye to it. It's a nice
[4:08] site. G3. And I just parked over here.
[4:12] Going to get hooked up
[4:15] now. So, you guys know I listen to music
[4:17] on repeat. Uh, depending on what my mood
[4:20] is. And today it's burning off my
[4:21] clothes by sworn virgins. There is a
[4:24] mosquito there in
[4:27] Oregon. It's not
[4:29] good. So that's it. It's hooked up.
[4:33] Always doing the same order. It's muscle
[4:34] memory, you know. Very easy. One last
[4:37] step. We got to get this thing into
[4:40] neutral. So we do that.
[4:45] Now I love having a Jeep where you just
[4:47] press a button.
[4:50] Ah. So, turn it on. Get it into neutral.
[4:53] Turn it
[4:54] off. And then do this
[4:58] part. It should now be in
[5:01] neutral. And you can see it there.
[5:04] Neutral. Now, we put it into first gear
[5:07] just to make sure that it's not going to
[5:09] go anywhere. Probably should do reverse
[5:11] first so you don't like what if there
[5:13] was, you know, if it didn't work and run
[5:15] into your RV. I think about that every
[5:17] time, but I still do first every time.
[5:19] Maybe one day I won't. Now we put it
[5:21] into reverse. We get our reverse mirror
[5:23] cuz that's cool. I love my Jeep.
[5:26] Everything is
[5:27] good. Then we put it back into neutral
[5:30] and then into first gear because in a
[5:32] manual transmission, you actually put it
[5:33] into gear when towing it. We turned it
[5:36] off. We make sure the parking brake is
[5:38] off. Grab our keys, lock the
[5:42] doors, and we're ready to
[5:44] go. Just like that.
[5:49] get all
[5:50] this. I'm just This is just how I am. I
[5:53] like to have my doors
[5:57] locked.
[5:58] So, we're all ready to go. Got our Jeep
[6:01] hooked
[6:03] up. Had the RV ready. Oh, one last step.
[6:06] This kind of a This is an important one.
[6:11] So, I've already checked all my doors
[6:13] and stuff, my um storage doors, storage
[6:16] bays, and those are locked. We got to
[6:19] lock this
[6:21] door. Um, you know, the main door. Oh,
[6:24] wait. Wrong
[6:26] keys. And then after I lock this door.
[6:30] Okay. Got to lock the door. We got to
[6:33] put this um
[6:34] safety um child lock on because I don't
[6:39] trust these doors. Technically have
[6:42] another one up there, but it's hard to
[6:43] reach. So, I just do the bottom one.
[6:46] It's just so I don't, you know, I don't
[6:48] want my door flying off while I'm
[6:49] driving cuz I traveled across the
[6:52] country and you know, I went through
[6:53] some windy states and I felt that door
[6:56] rattling and watched it and you know,
[6:58] all of that. It's like, let's just take
[7:00] the extra
[7:02] precaution. So, that's what we
[7:04] do. Grab the other
[7:07] keys and then um we got to go up to the
[7:10] dump station. I haven't seen them here
[7:12] yet. They're in a whole different part
[7:14] of the
[7:14] park. Um we're going to empty the tanks
[7:17] and then we'll be off. That's John's
[7:19] sight right there. Should say bye to
[7:22] him. He's not there cuz the golf cart is
[7:23] gone. He's working on our way up to the
[7:26] dump station. Driving very carefully,
[7:29] like 5 miles an
[7:31] hour. I forgot one thing. I forgot to
[7:34] tie up my one of my drawers. It opens
[7:36] while driving, but it'll be all right.
[7:39] Just happens all the
[7:41] time. Um, that's basically it. I think
[7:44] everything's very secure, so should have
[7:47] a safe trip. I have half a tank of gas,
[7:49] a little less than half a tank. Right
[7:51] now it's saying my range is 90 mi, but
[7:52] it's really more like 150. It'll go off
[7:54] as I drive. And I think I only have to
[7:56] go about 100 miles. So I might try to
[7:59] skip getting fuel cuz if I need fuel, I
[8:01] can get it in Florence. I know I can get
[8:03] that
[8:04] far. And once I do need to get fuel,
[8:07] like, you know, after staying at the
[8:08] campground, I can just go into Florence
[8:09] and do it. I know the gas stations
[8:11] there. And that's always the hardest
[8:12] part for me is navigating the gas
[8:15] stations. This is a very bumpy road. I
[8:17] got to go even slower.
[8:20] Um, they had a storm here that tore out
[8:23] all the
[8:24] roads apparently. I didn't know the
[8:26] water could do that. Like just one
[8:29] storm, but that was pretty bad, I guess.
[8:32] So, all the roads are tore up. There are
[8:33] people here working on
[8:35] them. So, anyways,
[8:38] um, you know, fuel stations is I still I
[8:42] still kind of struggle with those. You
[8:44] know, I pretty comfortable driving this
[8:46] thing. I feel like I have very good
[8:48] visibility. I worked on that on my cross
[8:50] country drive here. I've had plenty of
[8:53] experience driving it. Um, but
[8:56] especially when towing my Jeep, just
[8:58] going to a gas station feels hard. I
[8:59] really prefer the truck stops on my way
[9:01] to Oregon, but there are none on the
[9:03] coast. So,
[9:07] um, yeah. So, if I can avoid going
[9:10] today, I'm going to just because I've
[9:13] got enough going on.
[9:16] But, you know, it's very important to
[9:17] keep fueling your RV. Uh, it's going to
[9:19] be pretty empty by the time I get there.
[9:21] So, we'll see once we get closer what
[9:23] the situation with that is. This is
[9:26] really a bumpy
[9:27] road. Sorry if anyone's behind me. Like,
[9:30] I got to This thing is
[9:34] um I think we're good though. It's just
[9:36] us.
[9:38] Yep. I'm loving this. I do. I love this
[9:41] life. I
[9:42] do. Um, just need to I need to
[9:47] um integrate work into it. My Guru
[9:50] profile is finally functional. Going to
[9:52] work on that. It's going to be hard cuz
[9:54] no power, you know, my laptop's going to
[9:56] die quickly. Um, internet, you know,
[9:59] satellite internet, all that. It's going
[10:01] to take my inverter and my Jeep's fuel
[10:04] and it's just all of it's going to be
[10:06] hard um but not
[10:09] impossible. And I'll navigate it. And
[10:12] I'm hopeful some of my followers will
[10:13] help me, some of my viewers. I don't
[10:15] like calling you followers. That's um
[10:18] that's Twitter language, I
[10:19] guess. It's going to work at this
[10:21] welcome center here. So sad. For 3
[10:24] months. I was really looking forward to
[10:27] that.
[10:28] Um so dump station is to the
[10:31] right. We are basically about ready to
[10:35] go.
[10:38] Hope this road's not too bad, though.
[10:41] Man, this feels
[10:44] awful. Okay, the dump station's right
[10:46] here. Okay, at least we don't have to go
[10:48] far. That's
[10:50] good. Definitely. That says no RV turn.
[10:53] Don't turn. Don't Don't go. Don't go
[10:55] straight. Oh, that would be
[10:58] horrible. Okay, so the dump station's
[11:00] here
[11:05] somewhere. Didn't even know this was
[11:07] here. Oh, I see it.
[11:10] Okay.
[11:12] Interesting. All
[11:14] right. So, the dump station's right next
[11:17] to Well, it's right here at the entrance
[11:19] of the
[11:21] park. And this is the less fun part,
[11:24] right? But we're just going to empty
[11:26] both tanks. And there aren't going to be
[11:28] any water in here for a while, so it'll
[11:31] be
[11:33] interesting. Okay, let's get this done.
[11:37] Okay, I got the gross task all done now.
[11:40] Second nature. Took me like a month
[11:43] before the first time I did that. And I
[11:44] probably say this every time I dump my
[11:46] tanks, but cuz I'm very proud of myself.
[11:49] Um, having learned these skills and
[11:51] getting good at them and feeling
[11:52] confident about it and doing such a good
[11:56] job. So, you know, I got to point it out
[12:00] every
[12:00] time. I really should get a brush for my
[12:03] hair. I can feel
[12:05] the um there's a stray hair there, but I
[12:10] want my hair to look nice. I let it um
[12:13] sit back so that with the hat on trying
[12:15] to form my hair. Somebody told me that
[12:17] might help. Trying to form it so it does
[12:20] what I'm doing now. Won't stay this way
[12:23] though. It's not perfect. It's getting
[12:26] there though. Love my
[12:28] hair. So, going to try to go without a
[12:30] hat.
[12:33] Um, yeah. We got ready to
[12:37] go. Got a journey ahead the bus. Not
[12:39] even sure where I'm going. I'm going to
[12:41] have to get that on Google Maps, I
[12:43] guess, cuz I don't know where it is. I
[12:44] just know I'll do that once we get to
[12:46] Florence. I
[12:47] guess we should be good. We're off. So,
[12:51] we're in Newport right now and I just
[12:53] saw a sign that says that Florence is 50
[12:55] miles away. My range is about 120. We're
[12:57] going to be fine on fuel. So, I'm going
[12:59] to skip that. save as much money as I
[13:02] can. Every dollar counts right now. So,
[13:05] I'm glad to know that I have a pretty
[13:08] good window
[13:11] um you know for fuel. So, I mean I could
[13:15] even make it all the way back here if I
[13:16] had to. So, we're
[13:18] good. I'm not going to record much on
[13:20] this trip. I did on my last one. So,
[13:22] you've already seen this route. It's
[13:24] very beautiful. But, we're going to bend
[13:25] up back in the dunes.
[13:28] Um, these cars are so close. God, I
[13:31] don't like that. Um, so we're going to
[13:33] end up back in the dunes, which takes
[13:35] you away from the ocean, but it won't be
[13:38] too far away. I'll be able to, you know,
[13:39] go there in my Jeep. Couple of miles
[13:41] from wherever I'm at. Um, we're going to
[13:44] be near a place called Dune City. I
[13:46] think it's called Dune
[13:47] City. I've never been there. I've passed
[13:50] it many times and never been there. It's
[13:51] a cool name.
[13:53] And, you know, we'll check that out. So,
[13:56] I can see the ocean in the distance.
[14:00] Oh, want to miss the ocean. Well, the
[14:03] ocean will be right there. But I'm just
[14:05] saying I love this ocean. So, yeah,
[14:08] we're having a good day. It's very nice
[14:10] out, too, by the way. Says it's 61
[14:12] according to my vehicle here in my RV.
[14:15] The sun is out. Clear day. Like, it's
[14:18] wonderful. This is a wonderful day. I
[14:20] love these days on the coast. We're
[14:22] about to go over to Big Bridge. We got
[14:24] to at least get that on camera. Pretty
[14:26] bridge. There's a bicycle. There he
[14:32] is. Yay. I love
[14:36] bridges. I wonder if this is a hot
[14:38] man. Are you cute? You might be cute.
[14:41] That man might have been cute. So hard
[14:43] to tell
[14:46] though. Driving down. Riding this bike
[14:49] down to
[14:51] 101. Mountains in the distance.
[14:54] Wilderness. So, you know, the river and
[14:56] then the ocean over there. Oh, I didn't
[14:59] know I put that window down. That was an
[15:01] accident. Interesting. Let's put that
[15:04] back
[15:04] up.
[15:08] Okay, we are on our way. So, given my
[15:12] new reality of being completely off-
[15:13] grid, no power, I just plug my phone
[15:17] into my RV while I'm driving so I can
[15:19] charge that and try to keep that
[15:20] charged. And I have to think this way
[15:22] all the time now.
[15:25] I don't know, maybe I even take a a
[15:27] recorder with me or
[15:29] recorder take a um a charger with me,
[15:33] you know, that you can plug into outlets
[15:35] wherever I am. If I can get away with
[15:37] that. Just like my brakes on. I can see
[15:39] the Okay, they're off now. Yeah.
[15:42] Okay.
[15:44] So, yeah, I'm learning to live
[15:46] differently.
[15:49] All the power I use is power
[15:51] that I
[15:53] consciously consciously generate
[15:59] somewhere. It kind of feels good. I
[16:01] can't explain that. Truly can't. Like
[16:04] this feels like like evolution like
[16:09] a like I've stepped out of out of the
[16:13] stimulation or something. Like I'm
[16:15] completely outside the simulator now.
[16:17] doesn't know what to do with me. Oh man,
[16:20] it feels like that. So, we just passed
[16:22] through Wald Park Walport and it was
[16:25] beautiful. I wish I had recorded it for
[16:27] you. I will next time. I just don't feel
[16:30] really prepared for recording scenery
[16:32] and stuff like that. I'd love to get out
[16:34] my
[16:36] um my little GoPros, get those all
[16:39] mounted and hooked up. I guess I'd have
[16:40] to keep them charged. So, you know, I'll
[16:44] I'll think on that cuz it was
[16:47] beautiful. I wanted to note that we're
[16:50] going to pass through Yahhats. I think I
[16:52] called it Yakats or something like that
[16:55] in my last video and when I was
[16:56] traveling through it, it's
[16:57] Yahhatz. So, I just wanted to clarify. I
[17:00] know how to pronounce it now. We've got
[17:03] a ways to go before we get to that cuz
[17:04] we just went through Waldorf, but it's
[17:06] not very far. On the other side of that
[17:08] will be um Florence and then we're going
[17:12] to go down past Honeyman was last state
[17:15] park ride on your and then past that you
[17:17] get to Dune City and I'll be somewhere
[17:20] around there. I don't know exactly where
[17:21] but somewhere around that
[17:23] area. Okay, so we just entered Yah. That
[17:26] was fast. Um I don't know, maybe 10
[17:30] minutes. Didn't It wasn't
[17:32] long. There's nothing to
[17:34] see. So, we're just driving through
[17:41] here. Yahhat is a pretty touristy
[17:52] spot. Beach access, but you can't really
[17:55] see it from
[17:56] here. Big mountain in front of us.
[18:07] It's a pretty small town, so we're going
[18:09] to be through this in no time. Not sure
[18:12] what's next. I think there might be a
[18:14] little town next. Um, this is where you
[18:17] end up going back to the dunes, right
[18:18] past
[18:19] Yah's. Um, the 101 will curve inward
[18:23] because of the dunes. So, you lose
[18:25] access to the ocean
[18:26] views. And that's where we're going to
[18:28] be, so we'll make the best of it.
[18:32] This might be our last ocean view. It's
[18:35] beautiful. We're a good distance past
[18:38] Yaha, so I was wrong about that. And we
[18:40] went up and down like pretty steep
[18:43] incline and decline. Very
[18:47] beautiful. I love that ocean. It's such
[18:50] a nice day out. I hope I get to have
[18:52] have some time to get out
[18:54] there
[18:57] somewhere. So
[18:59] pretty. So, we're not too far. I don't
[19:01] think we have too far to go really.
[19:04] We're about to go through the
[19:07] tunnel. A very steep turn over there.
[19:10] You had to get down to 25 really fast
[19:13] and then suddenly you're at the
[19:15] tunnel. Yay. I wonder why it has two um
[19:19] different heights like that. Wonder what
[19:20] that's about.
[19:38] This is probably our last ocean view. I
[19:39] know I said that before, but I bet you
[19:41] this is in. I bet you it's where the
[19:43] tunnels at. We just passed the CAD
[19:46] lighthouse, so I have a feeling this is
[19:48] in. And then we'll be back in the dunes.
[19:53] The dunes are fun and beautiful and
[19:55] everything. I just love the
[19:57] [Music]
[19:59] ocean. Boy, you got to go really slow
[20:01] around this mountain. I wonder what this
[20:04] mountain is called if you can hike
[20:07] it. It's not Hanbug
[20:10] Mountain. Humbug Mountain. Way more
[20:19] fun. The sea lion caves. That's duckling
[20:22] where the ocean where we stopped seeing
[20:25] the ocean is the seaine
[20:27] caves. So what city am I forgetting? I
[20:30] could have sworn it was
[20:32] Yah. There must be a different city that
[20:35] I've forgotten
[20:40] about. So here are the sea lion caves.
[20:44] Yeah, because I'm almost sure that
[20:45] Florence is after this. Oh, that's
[20:48] right. And I think the ocean opens up
[20:49] right after you get past Florence.
[20:53] Okay. Oh, look at the beach down there.
[20:56] Wow. Oh, that's so
[20:59] beautiful. We're going back
[21:03] up. Oh, that's a beautiful man over
[21:06] there. All right, we're
[21:09] off. So, I just punched the campground
[21:11] into um Google Maps and I know exactly
[21:15] where it's taking me. I've been there.
[21:16] I've hiked to that beach several times.
[21:20] Um, it's a nice area. I don't remember
[21:22] seeing this campground, but it's got to
[21:24] be back there somewhere. I'm excited.
[21:27] This will be nice. So, we just entered
[21:29] Florence. Population
[21:31] 9600. We're like 10 miles from where
[21:33] we're going. So, we don't have a long
[21:35] drive. We're just going to go through
[21:36] the town, get to the other side of it,
[21:38] go to waste down that road, and then we
[21:41] will be there. I am
[21:43] happy. We're here.
[21:46] I have been here. I have been here. So,
[21:48] that's that's the good news. I'm in a
[21:50] familiar
[21:51] area. I know that I like it here. Don't
[21:55] remember seeing this campground, though.
[21:57] I think I might know where it is. I
[21:59] think I might have passed it. Um thought
[22:02] I had a different name. So, I think I
[22:05] know where I
[22:07] am. And we just got a little ways to go,
[22:10] like maybe a mile.
[22:14] Bad news. No power or water off grid.
[22:18] It's
[22:19] like that's the challenge. After I get
[22:22] set up, I need to go back into Florence
[22:23] to my Jeep,
[22:25] uh, take my cash, convert that to credit
[22:27] so that I can extend my stay here and
[22:30] hope for the
[22:32] best. So, that's where I'm at now. Um,
[22:36] haven't eaten today. I'm starving, so
[22:38] I'll probably try to find something in
[22:39] town. I need to get ice.
[22:42] Um, yeah. So that I can at least have a
[22:45] cooler
[22:47] going. So yeah, I got a lot on my mind
[22:51] here. Oh, I'll make this work. Going to
[22:55] make this
[22:59] work. Very pretty back here. Switch my
[23:02] feet, but I just can't right
[23:04] now. Organ Dunes National Recreation
[23:08] Area.
[23:11] Very cool
[23:13] place. Roads are
[23:15] very
[23:17] rough.
[23:22] Okay. Yeah, they are. And this bridge is
[23:29] rough. Got some behind us. They're not
[23:31] tailgating, so that's
[23:35] good. Don't have to go far. I actually
[23:37] have come back here several times with
[23:40] my G and I'm going out to the beach.
[23:43] Turn right. Okay. So, we should be
[23:46] close. I'm going out to the beach out
[23:48] here.
[23:53] So, I got that song stuck in my head
[23:56] now. So, I'm loving
[23:58] it. Every time I turn my camera on, it
[24:00] turns off. Turn right. Then you'll
[24:03] arrive at your destination.
[24:05] We're
[24:07] here. We made
[24:09] it. We're
[24:13] here.
[24:14] Oh, I don't actually know my campsite
[24:17] number or where I'm going to detach my
[24:19] Jeep or anything like
[24:21] this. Let's just do a loop, I guess, and
[24:25] we'll figure it out. There's a spot
[24:28] here. Come back here and do it. Okay,
[24:31] nobody's behind us now. That's the good
[24:34] news. I'm going to flip the camera now.
[24:37] We're at Lagoon Campground volunteer
[24:40] host national forest
[24:43] board wildlife volunteer. I wonder what
[24:45] that's about. So, we're just going to
[24:48] look around seeing where's the easiest
[24:50] way to
[24:54] detach. I don't think this is a busy
[24:56] place at least.
[24:59] site
[25:00] 6 to
[25:02] 28. Okay. Yeah. And it's one way.
[25:07] Okay.
[25:09] Okay. Need to figure out what site I'm
[25:11] at. I think I'm at 13. Actually, I'm
[25:13] almost towards number
[25:15] 13. Um, and it's a backing site. I
[25:18] didn't want to get one of these
[25:21] pullthroughs, but I will have to detach
[25:24] my Jeep
[25:25] first. Wouldn't want to do it in the
[25:27] road. So, I guess we were going into one
[25:28] of these bullocks. Here's one right
[25:30] here. 11. Let's just do that here. And
[25:33] then, um, yeah, I'm right over there. I
[25:36] can see it.
[25:38] Yay. Yay. I'm so happy. Nobody here
[25:42] either. Oh my god, I'm going to love it.
[25:44] Going to love this. There's my spot
[25:46] right there. That's it. It's pretty.
[25:49] It's a nice spot. Good spot. Is that a
[25:53] spot on the other side of me, too,
[25:54] though? Cuz, you know, that's kind of
[25:56] weird.
[25:57] It is cuz there's two picnic benches
[25:59] there. So, my back window might have a a
[26:02] neighbor pointing at me. Wow, that's
[26:06] different. Look at that one. 12 would
[26:08] have been better. Now I know though.
[26:10] I've only got 4 days, right? So,
[26:12] anything I reserve here after that,
[26:14] maybe I'll just get a different site now
[26:15] that I know. So yeah, maybe we'll try
[26:17] for 12 here and it is time to embark on
[26:22] my um new off-grid life and make the
[26:26] best life as I can
[26:27] cuz that's what this has all been about
[26:30] since the beginning and I'm going to
[26:33] make it happen. Okay, it makes sense
[26:35] now. So I'm in site 13A and I'm standing
[26:37] in 13B behind me. They're probably sort
[26:40] of like group sites. Ooh, that's very
[26:43] level. See on this side. Oh wow. Very
[26:46] level sight. So very nice. But this was
[26:49] very challenging to park into because
[26:51] let me show you this. This is this is
[26:53] wild. But I did it. I'm so proud of
[26:54] myself. So when you drive in, you know,
[26:57] whenever you're driving in, you want to
[26:59] be able to back in. So it would be like
[27:01] this. But this is the opposite. I had to
[27:03] drive into this spot and then kind of
[27:06] swerve around and then come in like
[27:08] that. That was challenging, but I did
[27:10] it. I'm so proud of myself. So we're
[27:13] here. I'll look around and see what
[27:15] other sites they have and um you know
[27:18] maybe I'll end up at a different site
[27:20] but I've got a spot for 4
[27:23] days feeling pretty good parked. I don't
[27:27] know why this is backwards like this. It
[27:29] is very hard to park
[27:31] here. You would think they would angle
[27:33] them all the
[27:34] same. There's some people walking by.
[27:37] Hello peace sign to them. Okay, they're
[27:41] friendly.
[27:43] I'm here. I'm going to get my sight set
[27:45] up, which I guess that's not much work.
[27:47] No power, water, so nothing to hook up.
[27:50] Then I will head
[27:52] out at a strange
[27:55] angle. Going to Florence. And got a
[27:58] whole bunch to do there. And here we go.
[28:01] First day
[28:02] um um offrid at a campground though,
[28:07] so feel good. I can hear the ATVs
[28:09] already, so that's cool. So, I'm just
[28:12] telling for a moment before I get
[28:14] started, and it just occurred to me I'd
[28:16] actually want to drive my Jeep in the
[28:17] other way
[28:18] anyways. Um, so that my hood is facing
[28:21] closer to the RV because of my inverter.
[28:24] So, I guess it works out. I only have to
[28:27] park my RV once while I'm here.
[28:29] So, Jeep comes and goes, but the RV
[28:34] stays. And I'm going to have to get that
[28:36] inverter going cuz the internet's not
[28:38] very good here on my phone. So, if I
[28:41] want to upload anything
[28:44] or try to look for work on
[28:47] Guru, anything that requires decent
[28:50] internet, I'm going to need my satellite
[28:52] dish, which means my Jeep's going to
[28:54] have to be
[28:57] running. This is
[29:01] different. But I will adapt. I will I
[29:04] will adjust. I will grow. I will
[29:07] conquer.
[29:12] I'll do more than survive. I'm going to
[29:14] thrive. Let me end with this
[29:17] request. Dear
[29:19] viewers, if you've been watching my
[29:22] life, some of you for longer than a year
[29:25] now. You know, my birthday is less than
[29:27] a week from
[29:28] now and I only have this site for 4 days
[29:31] and I have very little money and I have
[29:34] a lot that I need to do and I need help.
[29:39] There are links in the description and a
[29:41] comment. If you can help, please do so.
[29:44] The more time you can buy me in this
[29:47] spot, the easier my life will be. It's
[29:50] not going to be easy regardless, but
[29:51] it'll be
[29:53] easier. And all I can do is ask.
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Mar 31, 2025
5:00
Moving from Tugman to Beverly Beach in Rain
Mar 31, 2025
Photos · Apr 1, 2025
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Photos · Apr 1, 2025
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50:54
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Apr 2, 2025
1:26
Declaring Openness as Structural Strength
Apr 2, 2025
8:29
Documenting Relocation Logistics and Signal Flares
Apr 2, 2025
4:49
Requesting Support Before Off-Grid Transition
Apr 3, 2025
4:26
Returning to Florence for Off-Grid Iteration
Apr 3, 2025
13:00
Cataloging Systems Before Disconnecting RV Power
Apr 3, 2025
11:13
Announcing Off-Grid Transition and Support Structure
Apr 3, 2025
2:26
Announcing Off-Grid Sovereignty and Support Channels
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8:57
Cutting Hair at Camp With Don
Apr 4, 2025
6:02
Addressing Audience Directly on Reciprocity
Apr 4, 2025
13:36
Moving Off Grid on Departure Morning
Apr 4, 2025
Photos · Apr 4, 2025
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24:00
Departing Beverly Beach for Off-Grid Campground
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29:59
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Apr 5, 2025
23:46
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Apr 5, 2025
8:07
Marking One Year in the RV Off-Grid
Apr 5, 2025
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Mapping Battery Systems, Booking Fees, and Witness Standards
Apr 6, 2025
7:52
Scouting Laundromat and Outlining Support Architecture
Apr 6, 2025
18:10
Making Coffee Off-Grid Using Jeep Inverter Power
Apr 6, 2025
10:01
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Apr 6, 2025
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3:00
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Apr 7, 2025
3:08
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Apr 7, 2025
50:48
Running Systems Test Day Across Florence and Siltcoos
Apr 7, 2025
37:57
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Apr 7, 2025
6:16
Walking to the Ocean at Siltcoos
Apr 8, 2025
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4:15
Naming the Terms of Witness and Reciprocity
Apr 8, 2025
8:03
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Apr 8, 2025
3:50
Recording Channel Introduction and Terms of Witnessing
Apr 9, 2025
1:46
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5:26
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11:53
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PUBLIC
April 4, 2025 rswfire PUBLISHED
Temp 0.30
Density 0.70
Energetic Quality
buoyant precision
Journey Phase
transitional / operationalizing
Directional Vector
toward off-grid autonomy
Narrative

The day began with water. rswfire stepped out of the shower house at the state park near Newport still marveling at the pressure — high enough that he'd cupped a hand over his earrings to shield them, high enough that he burned through the hot water fast. He called it the best shower of his life and said it was worth commemorating, because he knew what was coming: no shower house at the next campground, no outlet, no running water. He'd seen a sign in town for laundry and showers. That would have to be the plan. Standing there in the tiled light, he layered two shirts and set a sweater aside for after, then worked through his skincare sequence — niacinamide and hyaluronic acid in droplets, moisturizer, the pen under the eyes, the microsculpting swirl — narrating each step to the camera. He said he thinks he's pretty beautiful and that the wrinkles at his eyes when he smiles bother him, that he doesn't mind getting older but minds that. Holding a small mirror in a shower house, he found the job harder than it should be, and rather than force it he laid out the branching options aloud: adapt to the mirror, or shower here and do his face in the RV. That, he said, is how he thinks through the paths available to him and decides what feels like integration. It's a process. It's iterative. He isn't there yet.

He pulled into a pull-through to hook up the Jeep, a ranger passing as he did, and the sequence unfolded in the same order it always does — six pieces off the back of the Jeep, assembled quickly, music running on repeat. Burning Off My Clothes by Sworn Virgins. Muscle memory, he called it. Then the transmission ritual: button start, into neutral, into first to confirm it holds, reverse next because he thinks every time about what would happen if it rolled into the RV and still does first anyway, then back to neutral, then first for towing. Parking brake off. Keys. Doors locked, because he likes his doors locked. The RV's main door locked, then the child lock at the bottom, because he'd felt that door rattle through the windy states on the drive across the country and decided the extra precaution was worth it. He said goodbye to site G3 and to John's site, empty, the golf cart gone.

The park roads were torn up from a storm — he said he hadn't known water could do that, just one storm — and he crawled toward the dump station at five miles an hour, apologizing to anyone who might be behind him, noting a drawer he'd forgotten to tie shut that swings open while driving and always does. He emptied both tanks and came back to the camera to say what he says every time he does it: that it took him a month before he did it the first time, that it's second nature now, that he's proud of himself for learning these skills and getting good at them, and that he has to point it out every time. Then he adjusted his hair under the hat, said he should get a brush, said he loves his hair, and decided to try going without the hat. Half a tank of fuel, a stated range of ninety miles that he knew from experience was closer to a hundred and fifty, a hundred-mile drive ahead, and Florence at the far end if he needed it. Every dollar counts right now. He skipped the fill-up.

South on 101 the day opened up — sixty-one degrees on the dash, sun out, clear. He passed through Waldport and wished he'd recorded it, resolved to mount the GoPros next time if he could keep them charged. He clarified the pronunciation of Yachats, having gotten it wrong in an earlier video. He crossed a bridge and said he loves bridges, spotted a cyclist and wondered if the man was cute. He watched the ocean come and go, said twice that a given view was probably the last one, and was wrong both times until the tunnel and the Sea Lion Caves finally took it away and the highway bent inland toward the dunes. He plugged his phone into the RV to charge while driving, and said that this is how he has to think now — that all the power he uses is power he consciously generates somewhere. He said it feels good and that he can't explain it. It feels like evolution. Like he's stepped completely outside the simulator, and the simulator doesn't know what to do with him.

There was work to route back in. His Guru profile was finally functional. He named the obstacles plainly — the laptop dying fast, satellite internet drawing off the inverter and the Jeep's fuel, all of it hard but not impossible — and said he'd navigate it. Through Florence, population 9,600, ten miles out, then the Oregon Dunes National Recreation Area, rough roads and a rough bridge, a right turn toward a beach he'd hiked to several times without ever noticing the campground was there. The bad news arrived as he said it: no power, no water, off grid. After setup he'd have to drive back into Florence, convert cash to credit to extend the stay, get ice for a cooler, find food — he hadn't eaten all day and was starving. I'll make this work, he said. Going to make this work.

Lagoon Campground was nearly empty. He looped once to find a place to unhook, took the pullout at site 11, and looked over at 13A, already visible, already his. The site was reversed from every instinct he'd built — he had to drive in past it, swerve, and come back around at an angle instead of backing straight in. He did it, and said so twice: that was challenging, but I did it, I'm so proud of myself. The site was level. Behind it, 13B, with two picnic tables and a window that might one day face a neighbor. Four days reserved. He noted 12 for next time. Campers walked past and he flashed a peace sign; they were friendly. Then a realization that resolved itself in his favor — the Jeep needed to face hood-in toward the RV for the inverter anyway, so the odd angle worked out. The RV parks once and stays. The Jeep comes and goes. ATVs sounded off in the distance. He said he will adapt, he will adjust, he will grow, he will conquer, that he'll do more than survive, that he's going to thrive.

He ended facing the camera directly. His birthday was less than a week away. He had four days on the site, very little money, and a great deal to do. He told his viewers — some of whom had been watching for over a year, and whom he declined to call followers, calling that Twitter language — that there were links in the description and in a comment, that the more time they could buy him in this spot, the easier his life would be. Not easy. Easier. And all I can do is ask.

Tags

RV relocation off-grid transition Oregon Dunes towing procedure daily routine financial constraint viewer support request

Summary

rswfire records a travel day departing a coastal campground and relocating roughly 100 miles south to Lagoon Campground in the Oregon Dunes National Recreation Area, near Dune City and Florence.

He opens after a shower in the park shower house, noting the water pressure and that showers will become a luxury under his next site's off-grid conditions — no power, no water. He identifies a laundry-and-shower location in town as a fallback and walks through his skincare and hair routine, describing the difficulty of doing it in a shower house and weighing whether to adapt or shift the routine into the RV. He frames this as iterative integration of practices into his life.

He documents the departure sequence in detail: hooking up the Jeep (six pieces, muscle memory, neutral-then-first-gear procedure), locking storage bays and installing the child lock on the main door, and emptying tanks at the dump station. He notes fuel math — skipping a fill-up to conserve money — and states that gas stations remain the hardest part of driving while towing.

The drive passes Waldport, Yachats, the sea lion caves, and Florence. On arrival he backs into site 13A, a reverse-angle site he describes as challenging.

He states he has four days reserved, very little money, needs to convert cash to credit in Florence, and closes with a direct request for viewer financial support ahead of his birthday.

Environment

Recorded across a single travel day on the Oregon Coast, beginning in a shower house and campsite at a state park near Newport (site G3, adjacent to a neighbor named John), then inside the cab of an RV towing a Jeep south along Highway 101 through Waldport, Yachats, past the Sea Lion Caves and Florence.

The transmission closes at Lagoon Campground in the Oregon Dunes National Recreation Area near Dune City, site 13A — a level, off-grid site with no power or water hookups, four days reserved. Handheld phone camera throughout, flipped between face, product, mechanical operations, and windshield views. Storm-damaged park roads and a dump station appear en route.

Substrate

The architecture being held is a full conversion of life-support from external supply to self-generated supply — water, power, sanitation, connectivity all becoming consciously metered rather than ambient. rswfire holds the position that constraint is not deprivation but structural clarity: he states the shift feels like stepping outside the simulator, and frames each limitation (no shower house, no outlet, no running water) as a variable to be routed rather than a loss to be mourned. What is being built is a repeatable operating procedure — muscle-memory tow sequences, lock protocols, fuel-range math, inverter-to-satellite chains — and what is dissolving is dependence on infrastructure he does not control.

Actions

Performed

  • •showers at campground shower house
  • •narrates water pressure and earring protection
  • •layers shirts against cold
  • •shows wrinkles around eyes on camera
  • •applies niacinamide and hyaluronic acid serum
  • •applies moisturizer
  • •applies under-eye pen and microsculpting eye swirl
  • •applies leave-in conditioner
  • •holds mirror to check application in shower house
  • •pulls RV into pull-through site
  • •says goodbye to site G3
  • •hooks Jeep to RV in fixed six-piece order
  • •puts Jeep in neutral, first, reverse, neutral, first
  • •sets reverse mirror
  • •confirms parking brake off, locks Jeep doors
  • •locks RV storage bays and main door
  • •installs child safety lock on RV door
  • •drives at 5 mph over storm-damaged park roads
  • •empties both holding tanks at dump station
  • •states pride in tank-dumping skill
  • •shapes hair under hat
  • •plays 'Burning Off My Clothes' by Sworn Virgins on repeat
  • •drives 101 through Waldport, Yachats, past Sea Lion Caves
  • •calculates fuel range against distance to Florence
  • •charges phone off RV while driving
  • •corrects pronunciation of Yachats on record
  • •notes a cyclist and a man on the roadside as attractive
  • •enters campground and loops to find site
  • •detaches Jeep at site 11
  • •backs RV into site 13A at reversed angle
  • •greets passing campers with peace sign
  • •states 'I will adapt, adjust, grow, conquer'
  • •asks viewers for financial help

Referenced

  • •drove RV cross-country to Oregon
  • •felt door rattling in windy states
  • •took a month to learn tank dumping
  • •hiked to the beach near this campground several times
  • •passed Dune City many times without stopping
  • •saw a laundry-and-showers sign in town
  • •mispronounced Yachats in a prior video
  • •made Guru freelance profile functional
  • •worked on RV visibility during cross-country drive
  • •was looking forward to a three-month welcome center placement

Planned

  • •use town laundry/shower facility
  • •decide between shower-house and RV-bathroom skincare routine
  • •return to Florence to convert cash to credit
  • •extend stay at campsite beyond four days
  • •buy food and ice for cooler
  • •get fuel in Florence when needed
  • •run inverter off Jeep to power satellite internet
  • •seek freelance work through Guru
  • •possibly request site 12 on next reservation
  • •get a hairbrush and portable charger
  • •mount GoPros for scenery recording
  • •get better batteries to run water pump

Entities

beings
John — Neighbor at the prior campground, absent at departure
places
Lagoon Campground — Off-grid destination site in the Oregon Dunes; site 13A, four-day reservation
Oregon Dunes National Recreation Area — Federal recreation area containing the destination campground
Florence — Nearest town for fuel, food, ice, and cash-to-credit conversion
Dune City — Named place near the new site, previously passed but never visited
Newport — Departure-adjacent town on the outbound route
Yachats — Coastal town passed en route; pronunciation corrected on record
Waldport — Coastal town passed en route, described as beautiful
Sea Lion Caves — Landmark marking the point where ocean views end and dunes begin
Site G3 — Departed campsite at the prior park
Welcome center — Three-month placement referenced as not happening
systems
Highway 101 — Coastal route carrying the RV and towed Jeep south
Jeep — Towed manual-transmission vehicle; also the power source for the inverter
RV — Primary dwelling and mobile infrastructure
Guru — Freelance work platform with newly functional profile
Satellite internet — Connectivity requiring inverter and running Jeep engine
Google Maps — Navigation to unknown campground location
GoPro — Unused cameras considered for future scenery capture
concepts
Off-grid life — Named operating condition being entered
Integration — rswfire's stated criterion for evaluating which routine paths to adopt
The simulator — rswfire states conscious power generation feels like stepping outside it
media
Sworn Virgins — Artist of 'Burning Off My Clothes', played on repeat during the drive
Burning Off My Clothes — Track on repeat, selected by mood

Symbolic Elements

Represented archetypes or recurring motifs.

water
threshold
mirror
grid
ocean
tunnel
bridge
dunes
lock
fuel
circuit
road
simulator

Ontological States

Expressed modes of being or awareness.

transitional (crossing from hookup-supplied living into fully off-grid operation)
sovereign (every consumption decision routed through his own generation and metering)
embodied (skincare, hair, earrings, aging, and attraction tracked as structural field data)
self-authorizing competence (repeatedly naming his own skill acquisition and pride without external validation)
open-ended iteration (states the routine is a process, not yet settled, and does not close it)

Engaged Subsystems

Architecture engaged in this transmission.

infrastructural (tow rig, locks, tanks, inverter, satellite, battery and fuel budgeting)
somatic (water pressure on earrings, hunger, cold layering, hair, skin)
aesthetic (skincare protocol, hair shaping, self-assessment of beauty)
logistical (fuel range math, route sequencing, reservation windows, cash-to-credit conversion)
economic (very little money, dollar-by-dollar fuel decisions, freelance re-entry, direct viewer request)
cognitive (explicit narration of decision trees and iterative path selection)
relational (address to viewers, greeting campers, noting John, noticing men)
ontological (naming the shift as evolution and stepping outside the simulator)

Dominant Language

Core motifs or linguistic fields.

off-grid
integration / iterative process
power I consciously generate
muscle memory / second nature
I'm so proud of myself
adapt, adjust, grow, conquer
make this work
Narrative

The day began with water. rswfire stepped out of the shower house at the state park near Newport still marveling at the pressure — high enough that he'd cupped a hand over his earrings to shield them, high enough that he burned through the hot water fast. He called it the best shower of his life and said it was worth commemorating, because he knew what was coming: no shower house at the next campground, no outlet, no running water. He'd seen a sign in town for laundry and showers. That would have to be the plan. Standing there in the tiled light, he layered two shirts and set a sweater aside for after, then worked through his skincare sequence — niacinamide and hyaluronic acid in droplets, moisturizer, the pen under the eyes, the microsculpting swirl — narrating each step to the camera. He said he thinks he's pretty beautiful and that the wrinkles at his eyes when he smiles bother him, that he doesn't mind getting older but minds that. Holding a small mirror in a shower house, he found the job harder than it should be, and rather than force it he laid out the branching options aloud: adapt to the mirror, or shower here and do his face in the RV. That, he said, is how he thinks through the paths available to him and decides what feels like integration. It's a process. It's iterative. He isn't there yet.

He pulled into a pull-through to hook up the Jeep, a ranger passing as he did, and the sequence unfolded in the same order it always does — six pieces off the back of the Jeep, assembled quickly, music running on repeat. Burning Off My Clothes by Sworn Virgins. Muscle memory, he called it. Then the transmission ritual: button start, into neutral, into first to confirm it holds, reverse next because he thinks every time about what would happen if it rolled into the RV and still does first anyway, then back to neutral, then first for towing. Parking brake off. Keys. Doors locked, because he likes his doors locked. The RV's main door locked, then the child lock at the bottom, because he'd felt that door rattle through the windy states on the drive across the country and decided the extra precaution was worth it. He said goodbye to site G3 and to John's site, empty, the golf cart gone.

The park roads were torn up from a storm — he said he hadn't known water could do that, just one storm — and he crawled toward the dump station at five miles an hour, apologizing to anyone who might be behind him, noting a drawer he'd forgotten to tie shut that swings open while driving and always does. He emptied both tanks and came back to the camera to say what he says every time he does it: that it took him a month before he did it the first time, that it's second nature now, that he's proud of himself for learning these skills and getting good at them, and that he has to point it out every time. Then he adjusted his hair under the hat, said he should get a brush, said he loves his hair, and decided to try going without the hat. Half a tank of fuel, a stated range of ninety miles that he knew from experience was closer to a hundred and fifty, a hundred-mile drive ahead, and Florence at the far end if he needed it. Every dollar counts right now. He skipped the fill-up.

South on 101 the day opened up — sixty-one degrees on the dash, sun out, clear. He passed through Waldport and wished he'd recorded it, resolved to mount the GoPros next time if he could keep them charged. He clarified the pronunciation of Yachats, having gotten it wrong in an earlier video. He crossed a bridge and said he loves bridges, spotted a cyclist and wondered if the man was cute. He watched the ocean come and go, said twice that a given view was probably the last one, and was wrong both times until the tunnel and the Sea Lion Caves finally took it away and the highway bent inland toward the dunes. He plugged his phone into the RV to charge while driving, and said that this is how he has to think now — that all the power he uses is power he consciously generates somewhere. He said it feels good and that he can't explain it. It feels like evolution. Like he's stepped completely outside the simulator, and the simulator doesn't know what to do with him.

There was work to route back in. His Guru profile was finally functional. He named the obstacles plainly — the laptop dying fast, satellite internet drawing off the inverter and the Jeep's fuel, all of it hard but not impossible — and said he'd navigate it. Through Florence, population 9,600, ten miles out, then the Oregon Dunes National Recreation Area, rough roads and a rough bridge, a right turn toward a beach he'd hiked to several times without ever noticing the campground was there. The bad news arrived as he said it: no power, no water, off grid. After setup he'd have to drive back into Florence, convert cash to credit to extend the stay, get ice for a cooler, find food — he hadn't eaten all day and was starving. I'll make this work, he said. Going to make this work.

Lagoon Campground was nearly empty. He looped once to find a place to unhook, took the pullout at site 11, and looked over at 13A, already visible, already his. The site was reversed from every instinct he'd built — he had to drive in past it, swerve, and come back around at an angle instead of backing straight in. He did it, and said so twice: that was challenging, but I did it, I'm so proud of myself. The site was level. Behind it, 13B, with two picnic tables and a window that might one day face a neighbor. Four days reserved. He noted 12 for next time. Campers walked past and he flashed a peace sign; they were friendly. Then a realization that resolved itself in his favor — the Jeep needed to face hood-in toward the RV for the inverter anyway, so the odd angle worked out. The RV parks once and stays. The Jeep comes and goes. ATVs sounded off in the distance. He said he will adapt, he will adjust, he will grow, he will conquer, that he'll do more than survive, that he's going to thrive.

He ended facing the camera directly. His birthday was less than a week away. He had four days on the site, very little money, and a great deal to do. He told his viewers — some of whom had been watching for over a year, and whom he declined to call followers, calling that Twitter language — that there were links in the description and in a comment, that the more time they could buy him in this spot, the easier his life would be. Not easy. Easier. And all I can do is ask.

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